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2012-01-01T05:52:00.002+08:00

2011 was yesterday, cool.

2011 was a year when i learned and experienced a lot of new stuff. turned 18, club, transferred to polydins, backslided from god, lost friends, know new friends know who cares and who doesn't. im still stucked there though. and my classmates!

quite like going to club, with drinks of course, maybe because it allows me to stop thinking for awhile. was not very willing to transfer to polydins, but well i think i learn a bit from there, learned to be independent with my walk with god and of course i make new friends there, people whom i never thought of getting close with like jessalyn, my crime buddy :D. hmm, sometimes when i dont care, thats when i think god is not really a must in my life. yea, i lost friends, i find it quite stupid though, but yes i still think of a few of them, like sylvia and kelly. think only la. and yes, im still stucked there, i tried getting out, dont seems to be working. im being forced to make new friends because those who left me were those who were close with me. laugh with charlotte, annoyed tulasi and melia, complain to yeehuey, irritated by another ivan yeah ivan oon, smoking mate baoxuan and zhihao. ok, my poly life like start later. ololol.

not forgetting huimin and shiwei, i think we talk about everything. and tried new thing like sitting beside the bridge and eat durian. lurbz la.

i think harder because i speak or do something now, if i dont think, lazy would be the excuse i use. bad manz.

new year resolution, i dont have any. because i dont resolution like stop smoking, stop drinking or stop spending so much money. pointless.

ok thats all.

hello 2012.

Hi

2011-11-30T08:44:00.004+08:00

Hi, reached school too early, nothing to do, so yaaaaaa.

welllll, i knew that day will come like sooner or later.

anyway, had a bad day yesterday. quarrels, cigg crushed, 1.5 hours of sleep. damn.

2011-09-23T03:04:00.002+08:00

Hi im back! :D

okok, he's always there to hurt me and im always that stupid to get trick. forget ittttt.

mom's super cute. she knows about it and keep on comforting me.

it's obvious that i cried but she asked :"wa, cold until got flu ah?"

hehe

god really place people into your life for a reason. really want to thank god for siewling. receive a text of encouragement from her just now, when im feeling damn low. it really makes me feel better. in fact, this is not the first time she text me like that. :') sorry for being such a troublesome sheep.

i miss jade, i miss fiona.

god, i miss you.

2011-07-06T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hi. i dont know what to post. follow me on tumblr.

http://gaspingforairfromlaughing.tumblr.com/

kthxbai.

2011-06-29T00:42:00.001+08:00

i fit in to no where, i dont belong there. should just leave yes?

Thankyou God.

2011-06-24T02:55:00.002+08:00

learn the secret of being contented in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. i can do everything through him who gives me strength.

where's my holidayyyyy?

2011-06-19T02:51:00.003+08:00

Hi. busy like a bee, looking for honey. D: whatever.

kkk, i have an awesome dad. friday, went for 5n1 bbq, came home at 4+am, without keys. phone no batt, cant call home. doorbell spoilt, knocked the door till my hand pain, gave up, went to sylvia house's, borrowed her phone and called home. i think my dad heard about it, today after he went to buy a new doorbell and fixed it up. <3 <3 <3

monday still got to go back to school. wo hen lei ah. :(

you are not the only one who's confused and stressed about life. suck it up dude.

i dont need hypocrites to care for me. care more for yourselves k.

aiyo.

2011-06-10T01:46:00.000+08:00

heartbreak ah.

Where are you?

2011-06-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

are you with her? really hurts to see her like that, becoming someone i don't know.

really have no mood for all the assignments. goddddddd, whats happening?! :'(

her voice irritates me now, like an outsider, who is she?

give me back my sister.

2011-05-27T01:55:00.002+08:00

HA HA. now that you've seen your own son's result with your own eyes, want me to save/help him alr huh? who's the one who told your own son " dont force you, let you study on your own." you, you were the one. every time i asked him to off the comp and study, what did you say ? "dont force him la, he will study one." yes, he studied siaaaaa, look at his result. i told you to scold him already, dont listen. you want to see your son retain right, ok noted.

shall wait and see.

thank god.

2011-05-18T02:59:00.003+08:00

wow! got to tell everyone this man! god is good, ALL THE TIME!

was panicking about what to draw for my remaining 5 pages of sketchbook and A2, at 2.15am! so i was listening to some praise and worship songs, then some ideas came into my mind and boom*! i finished the remaining 5 pages of sketchbook in 15 minutes and i did 4 extra pages! LOL k la 4 only.

i also got ideas for A2, which i did before in secondary school, in A3 size paper though. but i trust in god! i'll do my best, god will do the rest!

waaaa really thankful mannnnnnn. God indeed is the best provider. :')

Jeremiah 17:7-8, “Blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in Him. They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.”

wts

2011-05-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

i didn't even take her money but she keep insisting that she put it on the table. seriously, every time talk about money, she's the one who loves to make everything damn complicated and said "headache."

after talking to me for 30mins, thinking where the hell your money go, you still think i took your money.

im not the one that want to talk about money when we talk, it's you. you keep thinking that i want to spend all your money, every time i open my mouth and talk to you , you'll be like "every time you talk to me, jiu mei you hao shi." you dont know how i feel when you says that. |||

Come back.

2011-05-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

i just want to stay by your side because God i know you are the best comforter, the best listener.

i know you want me to depend on you more, you want me to be stronger than before, lord i'm trying, i've never depend on you so much in my life before.

what im facing now is temporary right?

God, bring my friend back.

If this is what you want.

2011-05-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

i dont know if i dont have enough sleep or if im stress, damnnnn, im sick again. sucky feeling.

that feeling, you care for her so much yet she doesnt care and just continue doing it. every time i think of it, i will feel damn sad, i tear. as if i've lost a friend. well, losing i guess. im losing you. i dont want to say too much, im afraid i will lose you like i lost G as my goodfriend.

note this, im sad. not emo.

.

2011-05-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hi. 1 week of poly life has passed, i can only say that its super tiring, school start at 9am and ends at 3pm for this block which is four weeks. and i have 2 subjects in this block. 50 pages of sketches. 3 hours of drawing in school, last time in zhss 1.5 hrs i complain alr.

and i guess everything's changing. lesser time to hang out with sec schoolmates, got to get use to it i think. this is life. sad life. haha.

oohohohoh.

2011-04-24T01:18:00.001+08:00

had design school orientation this week, camp ohana, from monday to thursday. at first i thought i wont like it, because like dont know anyone. but after we know one another, super awesome man! we start to disturb/bully each other. haha.

all the cheering/shouting/walking/running/jumping/dancing/ghost story/dirty jokes it's never enough, wish i could i have more of it. well, it's super duper awesome. feel super blessed to be in Tp design school, super happening one. hahahahahaha.

Yachi- Yata. (L)

cant wait for monday, go to school, go to class. drawdrawdraw. drawEss & idea for the first two modules. pray hard i will enjoy sketching, dungggg. i hate drawing, i hate sketching.

easter svc -signature later! it's gonna be an awesome one!

oh ya, i had dinner with mom just now, feels really awkward to go out with her only. i dont know what to talk to her. hahahaha. i think all children love their mom more than they hate their mom, or is it just me? hahaha.

got to go shaomu at mandai before going to svc later. alrighttt. goodnight. :D

I dreamt of you.

2011-04-17T02:19:00.003+08:00

I've no idea whether you will see this. Well.. this is for you. i still think of you once in a blue moon, you're still there. you are actually a simple person, lyrics describes you, but you made yourself so complicated. I've tried so many times to please you, I'm not going to do it again. Done trying. Tftmph.

This is it.

2011-04-16T00:40:00.001+08:00

There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything.

ZZ

2011-04-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

like seriously, i searched high and low around the house for the thumbdrive just to send you your songs, then i get that kind of treatment/ attitude from you. wait very long not happy is it? then go download yourself la!? ask other people help you la. wtheck.

dont be a nice person, they will take you for granted. syl.

i wish i can do what others do. what can you do? where the hell are you!

...

2011-04-11T17:56:00.003+08:00

seriously you oi simi? dont want give me money go out, nevermind, i stay at home. i on the fan, you say help dad save electricity bill, nevermind, let you off. then still what? what you oi for? sit at a corner use comp, offended you is it?

thank god for black swan! entertained me for an hour plus. it's a nice show, but a lot of gory and sex scenes. dylan ng said that girl dance like a retard. yayaya.

arrrr what a monday.

No turning back.

2011-04-11T01:43:00.004+08:00

My heart was cold. Cold, dead and ugly. I didn’t know what anything meant. I didn’t know who I was. I didn’t know what meaning and purpose my life had. Then You came, sweeping me off my feet, and You breathed new life into my heart. You showed me what it meant to have a real heart. A real Love alive in me. You sparked that fire within me; a Fire I’d never had, never known. Although I’d never known You, Your unfamiliarity brought me no discomfort. You brought me joy. You brought me peace, You brought me comfort, You brought me home. You made me realise that home was in Your infinite embrace, in the arms of my Beloved. You reignited the deepest passions within me, and instilled newer compassions. Your infinite knowledge, wisdom and power brings me hope, as I know You’ll keep teaching me, and I’ll keep trusting You. Abba, Father, what a Saviour You are. You made this sinful, dirty, abused person Your very own Beloved, and a daughter of Your very own; an Heiress to Your Kingdom. Selah. I am still. I will be patient. I am learning. And I will learn to love like You Love Your people. Like You love Your church. You are teaching my heart to break with what breaks Yours. I am Yours, evermore, in Love, forever Lord. Let Your Will be done, Father. Let Your people awaken, and change the world in Your name. Salt and light, as You have called, we shall be.

"sit at my right hand until i make your enemies a footstool for your feet."

Blessed.

2011-04-08T13:48:00.003+08:00

blessed to be in the Tp family. :D

had Tp combined Lg this week, went to marina barrage. sun burnt, become more tanned already. arrrrrrr. but thats not the point, hahahah, had fun there with the Tp people, especially sharmine, talked to her for the first time, she's actually very friendly! thank god.

shoooooo happyyyyyy. :3

Power.

2011-03-31T00:54:00.002+08:00

God never fails to show me how powerful he is, how his grace is sufficient for us.

God never fails to make me feel "WOW". im super duper very very happy that he changed the thinking of my friend towards him, really, god you are super powerful. sometimes we dont want to believe its you also cannot, seriously.

continue to bless us oh god. love you.

No limits.

2011-03-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm back!

yes ah, three days two nights. although im still a bit scare to step out, take the initiative to talk to ppl there, but i had a great time with them, know a bit more about them.

it's a wake up call, im tired of being trap already, im getting out of there. ;)

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2011-03-24T01:14:00.002+08:00

since you said that whenever i talk to you, nothing good happen. fine, we shan't talk.

Impress you alone.

2011-03-17T02:36:00.002+08:00

went for the northeast shepherds retreat on monday, awesome manzxz. keep our heart burning for God no matter where we are serving at. ;)

metamorphosis ytd, it's goodddddddd. went tau huay after that.

kelly & moh is coming back laterrrrrrr, miss die them.

going to the Zoo later with Tp Lg, hehahooooo. excited uhhh. shall go to bed nw. goodnight.

i want to see your face everyday.

Happyyyyyyyy Girllllllllllll

2011-03-14T04:47:00.002+08:00

oh yeah, im a happy girl. mom got me my macbookpro already. and yes ah! im using it to blog now, teeheezxz. we went down to it fair ytd, didnt really look at other brands because i've already had my mind set on a macbook pro. so we headed down to the epicentre there and bought it! cheaper than usual price i guess, yes? :D

ohhhh and she upgraded the house broadband and got me a mobile broadband, i thought it was good at first until shem told me that i can actually use my iphone data bundle to go online too. lololol, like waste money ah, but nvm, i think i'll still the chance to use it one.

sylvia went back to malaysia already, jiu hu kia, lolol, kiddingggg. and kelly & moh is still at japan. going to my X-ray later, then heading down to Tp with huimin, then to shepherds retreat. hohoho, enjoying life.

i think i should quit it, if i want to do more and better things for you.

(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

2011-03-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

Hi. im back from genting trip with forever classmates. had a fun timeeeeeeee with them. sibei fun manzxz really. if can go back again, i dont mind. hahaha.

plans failed but we still enjoyed ourselves. bak ku teh, dimsum, club, ton the last night. aiyooooo.

we had lots of fun making a fool out of ourselves, or rather hungzhou. look at the photo below.
his saliva even dripped when he was sleeping on the bus. disgusting la but entertaining lolololol.

oh yeah, went to the outdoor themepark, went on the spaceshot and the roller coaster. at first didnt dare to, was afraid, heartbeat damnnn fast. but after trying once, keep wanting to sit again, again again and again. thrilling. LOL. especially the spaceshot. :D

miss the free aircon at genting, i regretted buying the white jacket, it's dirtied already. WHYYY

New. :D

2011-03-07T01:50:00.001+08:00

Hi people. went for my first polydins service on saturday. almost cried when i see so many new faces, yeah i know, i love to cry. haha. but overall, service and the people there were very friendly and welcoming. gonna love my new group. another 363 days to my mcdonalds treat from shem.

hmm, although i really miss Ne a lot but haha i also miss the fellowship with the tp people, like when we played taboo together. cant wait for saturday.again. haha.

OH YEAHHH. genting on wednesday! havent pack my bag, no bag ahhhhhhhhhhhh. hahahaha. excited right. yesyesyes.

why?

2011-03-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

i just keep giving excuses. inside me, i don't feel that way. what do i really want?

Challenge.

2011-03-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

Hi, have been working hard to earn some money. by selling laptops @ hg mall challenger. want to buy notebook? netbook? roadshow end on thursday! :B

last week was my last youth service, teared a little, not really sad but just, will miss the times with them. BUT polydins service will be better, get to know more people, get to serve out of my comfort zone. ;)

never get to take a group photo with the zhs group. hmm, not like i dont get to see them next time. just, not in a group. more than conquerors?

happy manzxz, stop working on thursday, meaning i wont miss the first polydins service. :D

and and and and and and , im going to genting with the forever classmates next week! and drinking with them on friday. :D life's so happening. imluvinit.

2011-02-26T02:41:00.001+08:00

When your heart is fully yielded to Christ, you will be far more able to discern between His voice and the voice of your own desires.

i've said what i have to say, it's your decision now. this show how much your faith level is at, how much you love him, how much you desire to do things for him.

18th

2011-02-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

Hi, im turned 18 ytd. :B

got to thank;

my sister and brother for the sakae dinner, chit chat, joke and went Lan together. love manyzxz.

my classmates forever for the surprise at 12am on 24/02. it's a epic one. i knew something's wrong. was texting sylvia and kelly, so i told them im going to bed already. they tried begging me and calling my house to make me not go to bed so early. kelly and moh came up to my house and asked me out, asked them to come in, then they secretly called the rest up. i had a surprise at the stairs/lift/lobby, whatever you called that. & i had a cream facial. awesome. lovezxzx.

shaun law for asking me out for dessert at evening, while walking to swensens, we saw berlin and debbie, so they joined us. when we were inside swensens, shaun keep saying he want to go out and look at the offer and all. then he brought the neb3zx in, with my sister, and my sister! before leaving the house, she said she's going to find grace. idiot. thankyou.zxz :D

dinner with the brothers. dylan, gabriel, daryl, cheehwee, aaron, kurt, baggio. first time in my life, i celebrate my birthday with all guys. LOL. rachel, emily and vivian came to give me a surprise but failed, hahaha, and bought a cake for me. ;) after dinner, chitchat, played 99, super funny forfeits videoed down and it's on fb. HAH.

& on my 18th, ive decided to forgive, love and not hate.
i had an awesome 18th. all the birthday wishes, cards and cakes. i will hold on to the wish i made when i blew off the candle yesterday. i will.

looking forward for poly to start and polydins! wherever life leads you, God is already there! excited for more of god's blessings. ;D

cool?

2011-02-22T01:14:00.003+08:00

you will end up looking like that if you use the display laptops to take a photo of yourself.

the roadshow like totally no ppl at all. we got nothing to do. kieman and i took turn to play spider solitaire and bejeweled on the notebooks. the toshiba guy saw this on that acer notebook wallpaper, he happily took a mouse and edit their face, like he finally found something to do. then he went "hey, samsung de!" we went over and laughed at this together. the two girls like suay only. LOL. we wanted to put it on every notebooks and netbooks wallpaper. haha, today work like fun only.

You're there all the time.

2011-02-20T01:38:00.003+08:00

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2011-02-17T02:04:00.002+08:00

If faith doesn’t move the mountain, it will give me strength to endure until tomorrow. And if it’s not gone by tomorrow, I’ll still believe that God is able, and trust Him until He acts.

Valentine's day.

2011-02-15T03:49:00.001+08:00

Hi, i had an awesome valentine's day with all my lovely girlfriends & boyfriends! haha.

2011's valentine's day makes me realised that you dont need a lover or a bouquet of roses to be happy, complete on that day. you need all your friends. & my god, my first love. ;)

got this from somewhr. cool huh!

"Dear you,

So it’s Valentine’s Day tomorrow. This will be the first time when I won’t feel lonely, even though I don’t have a valentine. I’ve mentioned this previously, but God’s really using you to teach me patience. My faith and hope in Him grows more and more as I await the day we find one…"

My b.f.

2011-02-05T01:38:00.002+08:00

i think this guy very handsome, right? :D my brother.forever. hah, k fine.

life is such that, no matter how hard you try, you still wont get it. & if you get things easily, who will still treasure life?

life is such that, people may miss you very much now, but when tomorrow comes, they will forget who you are and what you did for them.

this is human. life's like that.

Happy Chinese New Year ahhhhhh!

2011-02-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

xin nian kuai le ah!
okok, got the cny feel already. teeheezxz.

countdown for cny with kelly and hungzhou @ srg mac. lol, just happened to la, because it's raining and we were waiting for the rain to stop. kelly, you wait for me ok, chu er 12am. wait for me to buy meat for you, happy meaty day to you then.

Goh hungzhou! are you looking at this?! you better behave yourself, you better dont! ni gei wo xiao xin yi dian ah.

;)

2011-02-01T01:26:00.004+08:00

Tan wee khiat tommy. ;) he makes me happy, laugh, angry, sad, cry, worried, irritated, annoyed, admire. what la, admire him for wanting to take up roles for god k. despite his friends judging him for coming to church, he still came. despite feeling tired and all, he still came. he thought of giving up but he did not. he failed many times but he did tried. do more tommy! jiayou k. waiting to hear good news from you before valentine's service. :)

three sisterzxz. they gave me advices when i need them, cheer me up when im down, ask me out to play bball when i'm bored. they are like my sisters and i'm like their brother. before i went to NEB, i thought they were dao, but actually, i'm the one who's dao. happening and qian bian friends. :>

awesome mummy low. we started calling him that when ck and him cooked us jap curry for lg. despite knowing that he'll be late for the water bap thing, he still stayed and have lg with us. not bad ah. he can tell me everything, like for example, how he wanted to go on a courtship with a girl years back and got rejected, haha. he encourage me when i feel like giving up, and yes
mummy low, i did it, but i didnt made it. nvm it's okay. at least i tried. :D

my cutie pies. we talk, laugh, cry, disiao, act stupid, act cool, act fierce. one thing in common, we all love the same God. they makes me stronger, motivates me to finish what im doing now. :)

& my shepherd. :D she didnt give up on me, she never get angry when i disturb her, she's there when i need help. she's really someone i can look up to. all these things that she've done for me, makes her pretty, even prettier. da tou mei nu. :) i'll never forget her silliness. HAHA lovezzxzx.

Late.

2011-01-29T01:22:00.001+08:00

I'm late again.

Happy birthday to you.

2011-01-28T13:07:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Papa kong.
best dad.

i pray that everything will be back to normal, like how the family used to be.

2011-01-22T01:25:00.001+08:00

Y I S O L O U S Y ?

Defeated.

2011-01-21T01:16:00.001+08:00

How many times will this same old thing happen again?

:)

2011-01-19T04:11:00.001+08:00

God, use my life, use me to bring them back to you.
you are so awesome that you can make me smile at such hour, or rather in any circumstances.
thankyou God.

..

2011-01-18T01:39:00.000+08:00

who was there when you are bored to the max?

Gift.

2011-01-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

had an awesome combined service on saturday. had a fun time with the lifegroup members and also with the presence of miaowen and jingling. whole city whole world.

the photo above like so many girls in the lifegroup, it's achievable one la! we got to work hard together! harvest is comingggggg. :)

I'm running through a stop sign, counting up the break lights, i don't wanna slow down.

God is.... Indescribable.

2011-01-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

oh yeah, got back O level results ytd. to be honest, i thought i will get like 20+, but i was aiming below 15, i keep praying to god. in the end, i got 18 for r4 and 22 for r5. thank god i got my CCA A2, which means can deduct 2 points, i chose the right CCA hahaha!

18 is not that good right? but know what, God is very very good to me. i wanted to drop Art and Poa when i was sec 4, but dont know for what reason i didnt, i hold on to the two subjects and guess what! i got a A2 for Art and B3 for Poa. happy, contented. didnt expect my Art to be n A2, mr leong graded me C5. haha.

God blessed me with awesome sisters and brothers too. help me in choosing my course and all. :D

2011's a great year.

New

2011-01-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

removed quite a few things from my blog, music, links and tagboard. not a must thing what, right?

ytd, went yjc for friendly match with the yjc bball girls there. very long never play whole match, full court, with the zhss girls already. very tired but really really very fun. zhss Vs yjc, 76 - 41. if i'm not wrong. thanks clarinda.

i really feel very burdened. when she asked me something and i have no answer for it. fundamental skills? i dont know. sorry.

at the end of each year, i smile, because each year brings me a step closer to an eternity with him.

Shit.

2011-01-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

im like wasting my first few days of 2011 away. other than the awesome class chalet, i did nothing meaningful this year.

NO! i cant continue living like this. feeling damn shitzx man. WHERE'S MY ACTION BLOCKBUSTER MOVIE. :(

oh god, i need you more.

Class chalet :>

2011-01-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hi, im back from the 3days2nights class chalet. sibei hao wan ah!
it's at aloha changi, very ulu but still happening. :) the food cant fill our stomach, but the time spent is more than enough man! muahahaha.

we went ubin, first time there. cycle up and down steep slopes. tiring but very fun ah! the most fun part was at the bridge at chekjawa there. it's raining, shivering like mad but we still stand there and see aeroplanes. hen kai xin ah! :D hahahahaha.

5N1`10 rocks.

2010-12-31T03:00:00.002+08:00

shitshitshit. 2010 's ending in less than 24hrs time. miss 2010 so much, time spent with friends, ne, neb3, the funtime, even the quarrels and the unhappiness between people. arghh what to do what to do. time waits for no one. 2011 gonna be a better year. oh god, come and work in me!

Christmas is over!

2010-12-26T23:34:00.004+08:00

went to miss kaur wedding ceremony at a temple near town. prettyyyy. :D will miss her a lot. why she migrate to perth! WHY!

ok fine. christmas is over! :(
this year christmas very awesome, very hiong. 24 dec, christmas svc at suntec, invited kelly and huilin there. :D after that NE christmas party. (Y) caroling super fun ah! although really very tired. everything ended at 12+am, took bus back to srg, sent kelly home and went to nex to slack with the guys. homed at 4am. :D
25dec, afternoon went to have lunch with janicia and sylvia, exchanged gift. teeheezxz. at night went over to john's place, chitchat and slacked there. nice spending time with the guys. bunch of awesome friends. :>

now now now, cant wait for New year. it's time to set my new year resolution. let's pray that it will be a good one.

Salvation

2010-12-24T03:44:00.002+08:00

im tireddddddddddddd. christmas service later and i still have 18 cards to write. help me god! so sorry if i miss yours out, im so sorry. merry christmas to you then. HAHA.

i wrote one for huimin, wanted to pass it to her ytd when she came down srg to meet me, but! wtheck! i forgot!

okokokok go to bed nao. goodnightzxz.

The principle part of faith is patience.

2010-12-23T00:54:00.001+08:00

commitment disappointment

Strong.

2010-12-22T02:35:00.002+08:00

flashback, it hurts. but im gonna stay strong and firm, no turning back.

no turning back.

I wont give up.

2010-12-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

because im holding on to your promises, because of all the blessings i've been receiving all these years, because of your unfailing love, because of your lovely people.

so what if this is gonna be tough or so what if there's no solution to settle this, i will do anything, everything for you.

i really hope you are helping yourself. because i'm really dying to see you change.

Confirm can!

2010-12-17T01:19:00.002+08:00

N levels peeps taking their result later at 2.30pm, jiayi even go and count down, 16+hours more. HAHA.

so yes! all the best jiayi, huiming, pearlyn, yolee and kurt! and robert tan! confirm can pass one! it's under god's control! :D confirm can confirm can.

B.o.r.e.d

2010-12-15T13:23:00.002+08:00

whole day at home = bored to the max.

back safely, bites all over. good luck to him, lol.

sylvia goh started her work today, argh im so bored.

please dont rain, please.

ctm in two hours time. Ok.

vehli bored vehli bored. cant you see im vehli bored. D:

Tested & Proven.

2010-12-14T03:46:00.005+08:00

Hi! i'm back from fireproof! tested & proven.

this 4 days, i really learnt a lot and god really move in my heart a lot! the fellowship with people was awesome too! yeah man. Hahaha.

he use us despite our faults and failures. this impacted me a lot. this one life, i'm giving it all.

So sweet.

2010-12-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hi. kang huimin asked me to update my blog a few days ago, so ya, hi. lollll.

started work ytd, second day today, tomorrow last day! i dont like this job man, make-up's not my cup of tea, i hate it. no business one some more, stand there, leg ache like mad. ARGH. but, the pay not bad. haha

update update. ok.. gonna meet yuxuan on thursday, yes man, very long never talk to her already. gonna use all my saliva. after that will be meeting huimin, Htht ok? :D then decor. friday fireproof camp! oh my god, cant wait manzxz!

tuesday, tuesday, tuesday. jiayou manzxz :D

Joy

2010-12-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

Joy. Neb3. Yhope. joyful. Rejoice. Loved. Blessed. God's assurance.

during lg just now, was telling yuxuan "put god in the picture" she heard "cook god in the kitchen" Hahaha.

I want to change. I want to grow up.

Time has come

2010-11-29T02:02:00.004+08:00

:D SO HAPPY. i dont know why. life's awesome! i came out from the dark side, never want to go back there again.

awesome god, awesome people, awesome lifegroup, awesome friends and of course family.

cant wait cant wait. Neb3 is getting at Tee right?! CK's designing it, cant wait to see his design. Yx, the girls and i are going to make a badge for Neb3. COOL RIGHT! cant wait. :D

time will pass really fast from 30nov onwards. 30nov training for work, 2 dec WFL, 6,7,8 dec work, 10-14dec camp(Y), 18dec sherman's birthday celebration(hvnt plan yet), 21dec ivan's birthday celebration, 24dec Love storey christmas service. CANT WAIT! HAHAHA.

A test by you, we made it through. rejoice.

Believe.

2010-11-27T02:09:00.002+08:00

just reached home! awesome talk with sylvia, hungzhou and ivan.

ytd 9.30am, someone called me up and said that he's heading to my house with some other people. i went "WHAT! I STILL SLEEPING BYEBYE" , " I DONT CARE" then they came. tommy, dylan and gabriel. spent Qt together. sports day, went NEX with NE people, (Y) like a family.

went back home, bathed and accompanied sis to nex, she sua gu la, never go there before. met sylvia and saw the guys afterwards. walked around with them. some left first. sylvia, hungzhou, ivan and i went to the nearby coffeeshop, carlsberg :> realised every friday we drink siazxzx. ~~healthy~~. went sylvia's house there continue talking for a while more, sylvia left. continue talk talk talk talk with ivan and hungzhou then they sent me home, aiseh, gentlemen ah. HAHA. (Y) ren sheng dao li.

gonna meet the Lg before heading to nexus tomorrow, excited. i like to see everyone comes together, do life together. even small little things like meeting up before heading to service. :D neb3 Y

Amazed

2010-11-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

hi sylvia, you are coming back now. i bet you are sleeping on the bus now, snoring like a wild boar. k la faster come back la. bye.

went dinner with baoer and vivian. very long never see baoer alr. (Y) awesome catch up session. :>

i really want to go camp, i really want, really really.

damn it.

ARGH

Listening

2010-11-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

it's part of the plan, God's got everybody in his hands. he's listening.
do something to it.

got to thank god for placing Aaron, gabriel, dylan, sylvia and huimin in my life. thanks for listening to all my ranting.

im going to bed soon, tomorrow will be a better day.

Hardly smile.

2010-11-23T23:17:00.002+08:00

2 years ago? we very cute right, yes yes yes i know i know.
sent sylvia to board her bus at lavender with cindy and huimin. shi lian de ren planned to gather and have a good talk after sylvia comes back. then i how?!

hi sylvia, on the way to your Msia home already right, bet you sleeping on the bus. shuang la! see you on friday ok. i want go msia with you, but... TNLM la. <- you know this?

"you think god will answer you str8 forwardly meh?" true.

i want to go camp. i want to turn 18 years old tomorrow.

Be Thankful

2010-11-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hi it's only monday, im starting to miss yuxuan and debbie ngo already, hope debbie's doing well in Beijing. :D

monday, what a monday. woke up at 7.30am and got ready for MYOB at St Andrews. In zhonghua uniform, damn nice, i feel as if i retain or something. the SA students, a bit weird, early in the morning talk about dicks already. walked in the school, vehli big. saw the teachers board, looked for the mdm chong aaron, gabriel and dylan always talks about, look like mdm lau. HAHA. i.dont.like.the.course. but what to do, hang on la, just pray that i will pass it.

after MYOB, walked to potong pasir Mrt, saw vivien, since we dont know where to go, so huimin and i decided to go bishan with her. went Dtf for Xlb. saw peixian at bodyshop.
kang huimin = Shi Lian De Ren. :o

Give me back my fringe.

2010-11-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

sundayzxz. sunny day? not really. cloudy day. k lamezzxz.

woke up by a diarrhea, chiong to the toilet and laosai. hahahah. after laosai went back to sleep, then woke up by another diarrhea! k i give up, i get out of bed, at 11.45am.

met sylvia, went to 'chop' our hair, ya right, chop. i've bangzxz now, wo hou hui liao. gibzx miiezx bacCkzx maii fringeee.. :(

gym with kelly at evening, slacked at moh's house for awhile after that. played the talking tubby, funny mad.

dinner with sylvia at night, saw cousin on the way, so went for dinner together. sylvia like become mute like that. hahaha. walked back to sylvia's house, chitchat, waited for cindy to come home.

TMR! 7am need wake up, 8.15am need reach potong pasir mrt. Lcci course 9-6pm, sucks.

what's wrong with you. you think what you're doing now is correct? whatever, i doubt you will see this.

It's over.

2010-11-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

she cut bangzxz. cute right?! HAHA. cutiepiejanicia93.

boring thursday, no lg because ytd we had ne family day and i bet today a lot of ppl having muscle ache, count me in.

received a text from junjie, asking whether i want to play bball. so i went down, played bball with them, neb and nec guys, oh and two nea girls. (Y). OH! yolee was like saying dominic fat, must vegetable meals. then yolee pronounced 'veh-gi-table' dominic went 'vegshtable' funny die, a p6 dominic correcting a 17 years old yolee. (Y)
played till 7+pm then went home for dinner, chicken rice for dinner, i dont know why my grandma loves to cook that. saturday confirm porridge and fried beehoon, breakfast also! beehoon very cheap la. Lol.

met sylvia and janicia at 9+pm, went prata shop drink water, chitchat, talk crap. hook pinky and decided to throw it away. SO YESH! I THREW IT AWAY! but, i never promise i wont get another one. HAHAHAH. too baddddddd. then janicia said that she want to show us magic but she dont have a deck with her, so we went over to her house, on the way saw cockroach, ran like mad.

while we were at her house, i used phone to go fb. saw her bro comment on her wall "your that pic is KONGhuiling ah?" then sylvia helped reply "yes! lol" her bro shouted for her "ahmei ah, the GONGhuiling comment on that post eh." we LOL manzxz. then janicia told her bro "you know she in this house now? you malu yourself only." haha, funny okzxz. nice gonghuiling.

good day! :D

my god provides.

God sent.

2010-11-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hiiii. Northeast family day was awesome!! Met lg, bus there together. First time like 那么多人啊！ took 135 to pp then walked to ecp.

The sun superrrrr hot. Played amazing race, ran around ecp, tired mad. And got sun burnt! BBQ after that, then played water, salty like hell. The salt free one what. Natural de. Hahahahahah. Had a great time with northeast, Yuxuan, yunwei, Debbie and kong rocks manzxz.

At night went pp for dinner with neb. Spam Polaroid like free one because Yuxuan buying new one. Hehe.

Took 76 back with yx, kong and ben. Talk talk talk talk talk. Haha

I don't know siaaaa. Blog until very detailed rightttt. I don't know, I very happy. Hahahahahah. Best day ever after o levels. Shiok!

God's blessings.

Guan yu. :>

2010-11-17T01:22:00.002+08:00

Y finally! met pearlyn ng guan yu ytd. walked around town, shop for her prom stuff. sooooooo long never see her already, miss her sooooooo much. talk and talk and talk and talk. (Y)

before meeting her, went nyp to find wilfred. wapiang, go there alone, scary like hell. like dont know anybody there. luckily got huimin talk to me on the phone. hahaha. thankyou.

at night, went icecube with the guys. hungzhou treated us.

headed back with sylvia, chitchat before going home. coolllllll. sucha bastard.

Awesome

2010-11-15T11:32:00.002+08:00

Hi. Having ctm Naozxz.

Yuxuan is so cuteeeeee.

posted 11.32am

________

editted 11.21pm

Hi. im home. im tired.

after ctm just now, met sylvia and wenbin, they were doing amaths and i was there disturbing them. haha. accompanied sylvia back home, wait for her to bath then went Rp with wenbin. one day tour to Rp. wowww. waited for wb to finish his exam and meeting. went bishan, bought Koi.

15 nov 2007, do you remember? hmmmm. fine.

holiday im bored im bored im bored.

i know clearly what im going to do next and im gonna do it with all my strength, i wont give up until i collaspe.

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2010-11-15T02:15:00.001+08:00

Hiiii. I'm bored. I think I'm going to bed soon. Using iPhone to blog now. Hmmm boringggggg.

Went LAN with bro and sis ytd. Wow. Bro was like boasting how good he is in beat up "I'm the beat up king" then I was like "yayaaaa ppl beat you up right" he proved it to me
Manzxx. Zai. He won me in bu. Sucha weakling hah. Yeshh enjoyed going LAN with them, spent time together crapping haha. Shall go again. Prata with Sylvia too. Then chitchat at her house downstairs together with samuel. It's true, the world gets more and more complicated when you grow up. 可以不要长大吗？

Ctm in the morning later than interview at tampines. Coolllllll don't have to stay at home.

Okok shall get to bed now. Goodnight!!

✞

Progress.

2010-11-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

yozxyozx. O LEVEL'S FINALLY OVER! but ok la, not really happy. dont know what to do manzx, like very bored.

ytd, went to anthony's bbq, wished him happy birthday, sat there chitchat awhile then sylvia, tommy and i left. went over to john's house for the guys gathering/party. awesome manzxz. jokers, will miss them. watched Tv at john's house, slacked, left at 2+am, went prata house then cab home. tired but shuang siaa. HAHA

svc today was awesome, the sermon by pastor simon (Y). went Lan with yunwei after that. audition, L4d2. i will never play L4d2 again, NEVAAAA! motion sickness sucks.

Hey yuxuan! will you see this? rmb that time we at bugis, i told you i went to your blog , got nothing to do, so i got the garfield picture and colour it?! HAHAHA , nah, show you. very retarded manzxz. HAHAHHA. garfield makeover. see you soonzx :D

Empty handed.

2010-11-12T00:03:00.004+08:00

OH GODDDDD! It's 12 nov now. shitz.
cant wait to finish up the lovely MCQ paper later. havent even revise for it. HAHAHHA.

ytd's lifegroup was awesomeeeee. had so much fun laughing at weemeng the lupsup. LOL. celebrated jiayi's and weemeng's birthday. animal farm made us laugh our ass off mannnnn. the feeling when you see them take the initiative to do something, indescribable.

went bugis with yuxuan, bugis changed a lot. forgot when was the last time i went there. bought a watch :D

my bro was peeping at what iam blogging about, the pic of his only showed half, loading or something. then he went "who's that ah?" even my sis laughed at him. i love my brother. best guy on earth. so cute ah. haha. his face's stretchable. hahaha. i really hope he will be save one day.

nothing to lose. nothing to be afraid of.

So much.

2010-11-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

Left with MCQ science. ABCD's my bestfriend. ok lame.

i wanted to stay up till 2 + 3am just to send one message, thought for awhile, noooo. im gonna sleep, there's lifegroup later.

was at fb, friend request. when we see friend request from the people we know, we will be happy right? it's the same. when people send friend request to be god's friend, he will be happy. send your friend request to god now! lolllllolllolll. ok i very tired. i dont know what im talking, but i think it make sense what? it dont meh? :/

no purpose? find it back.

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2010-11-09T21:43:00.001+08:00

Yozx yozx yozx.

Exam haven't end, holiday mood already.

Ytd, went to minds cafe with wenbin, peixian, Dexing, Evelyn and Sylvia. Played games together. Cool.

Just now had dinner with Sylvia and Cindy at amk. Laugh like mad.

Chinese paper tmr. I want my A.

2010-11-07T02:27:00.003+08:00

during that five days, i felt that i missed out a lot. i dont know what's happening now or whatsoever.

you got to be more understanding and sensitive. you are awesome.

ok. put the tears and unhappiness away. got to hang on. just awhile more, i can do it.

i've so much to say.

Life.

2010-11-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

Hi. O levels ending soon, left Poa, history, social studies, chinese and Mcq.

grandfather passed away yesterday. hmm, rest in peace. thanks for everything.

cant seems to focus on my revision. have been thinking a lot recently. everything will be fine right. yes. you assured me that.

2010-10-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

short update before i go back to my chemistry. thank god i've got ruijun! meeting her later, im gonna clear all my doubts on chemistry.

btw, i think my emaths paper, badly done. so dead. got to work hard for other subjects. 15 more days and it'll be over, hang on kong.

had lifegroup just now at my place. thank god for sister, she cooked the food, i think she woke up at 7am to go to the market and all. effort 100% (Y).

got O levels like no O levels like that. everyday still the same. read and revise a bit only. no hardcorezx study. still can play bball, and i sprained my leg, it still hurts now. awww. LOLTTM.

cant wait for 12 nov. party all day!

k. going back to my chemistry already. baiiizxz.

2010-10-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

How long more?

Zooweemama.

2010-10-22T00:03:00.004+08:00

Hi. i used to look forward to fridays and saturdays, now i still look forwards to it but not for the same reason. hehaho.

too bored.

Saved the day

2010-10-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

I miss you, when something really good happens, you’re the first one I want to share it with. Because I miss you when something is troubling me, you’re the only one who would’ve understand. Because I miss you, when I laugh and cry, you’re the only one who could make me laugh harder and make my tears disappear. I don’t know where we went and why we grew apart, but you should know, I miss you.

relationship

2010-10-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

Hi.

i woke up early today, went for poa lesson. went service after that, after service went back to school. first time sylvia goh want to play bball, under the big hotttt sun. played awhile buay tahan. the heat, unbearable manzxz. sat at teh canteen, watched them play and do emaths at the same time. (Y)

went for shirley's shepherds meeting @ textile centre, new church building. jesus, myself and my sheep. accompanied the guys to dinner at Ps, they just love Dg too much la. i want to watch movie...

met sylvia and clement, slack for awhile then head home.

i pray that you will change your mind, get back again. it's really sad to see someone leave.

Graduation day.

2010-10-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

photos not uploaded yet.

graduation day, best day ever, in zhss.

still remembered, 5 years ago(?) it's only the first day of school, i rang up sylvia although i only knew her as a 'pri sch mate', because i paiseh, scare go school alone. 5 years later, i go to school on the dot, at 7.25am, alone. k la, many times i was late. oh! i havent serve my detention! aiya, no need serve already :D

sec 1, act cool in school, dont really talk much, dont laugh, dont smile. sec 5, made a fool out of myself in school, talk a lot, laugh a lot, smile a lot.

five years in zhss, did foolish stuffs and regretted but i did meaningful stuffs there too right! for example being able to get into 1n1'06, 2N1'07, 3N1'08, 4N1'09 & 5N1'10. k la fine, zhss only has one Na class, we rocks.

i didnt tear during the ceremony, not even feeling sad. felt super happy manzxzx!

took photos with teachers, even the new pretty teachers! shuang. HAHA

Y 5N1'10

:D

2010-10-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

Did my Art Sova paper yesterday. yesterday was also the first and last time i felt so nervous taking a Art paper, for the past years, i always thought Art is just drawing, dont need memorise anything. and in 5 hours, i memorised all the artists name. give myself a pat on the shoulder. thank god, what mr liong went through during that 5 hours of Art, all came out, as in 3 out of 4 questions i know what it's talking about. HURRAY MANZXZ! on the way back to school, tied
when it reached the three art periods today, i cheered like mad, FINALLY FREE PERIODS!

13 more days to O level. im revising, im revising. i need to move faster. aim high, aim high.

will definitely miss you. qian da face.

Da jia hao.

2010-10-09T23:42:00.003+08:00

through you i can do anything! now my L1B4 = 28. when i get my result next year, it can be less than 20. YES, give me strength oh god! i want to glorify you.

Mug

2010-10-06T23:48:00.003+08:00

5 more days to sova paper, 9 more days to graduation day, 19 more days to O level main.

nearer to exams, near to funfunfun.

we havent prepare a gift for our form teachers. (N)

wapiang, damn sian. nothing to post. i think i wont update here for awhile, until something happening happens. okokokok.

goodbye.

Alabaster jar

2010-10-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

20 more days to O level, panic? a little. should 6 more days to Sova paper. change of plan, i dont want to depend on my art already, cannot make it, but of course give me a B for art i also shuang la. aiya, i should just study all, kiasu a bit.

today (N). had physics time practice in the morning, 3 periods of Sova then emaths time practice after school. went home str8 and slept. shiokshiok.

woke up, did some english situational writing. tried to do sova, dont understand a single shit, gonna find teacher after school tomorrow.

34 more days then i can play all i want. there's already plans, hahaha. sylvia (*hinthint). so nowwwww, STUDY! no pain no gain.

oh i remembered something funny happened in class today.
kelly:"dont touch my face! i put cream."
the guys:" what cream? whitening one uh?"
jiaquan:"aiya! fattening one la!"
LMAO.

giving every heartbeat for your glory. strengthen me during this period oh god. im gonna do it!

Open

2010-10-04T23:37:00.004+08:00

almost late for school, thank god i reached just in time, punctual, just have to run one round. HAHA.

slept at 2am, felt so restless in school. after school str8 away chiong home sleep without taking my lunch. sleep = #01. wanted to wake up at 3pm then go find sylvia they all study, but you know, i always snooze my alarm, i snooze until the alarm never ring manzxz. 4+pm, dylan called, they asked me go down mac, keep calling and calling! want sleep also cannot. so i got up and met them. sorry sylvia, pangseh you all. no more next time.

studied at mac, revised for tmr's physics test. kick soccer, i didnt kick the ball until my toenail bleed, aaron ho continously kicked the ball at my leg, suay, hit the toe, bleed. accompanied them to venus, watched them play dota =.=.

met sylvia after that, chichatted, chill.

imperfect. impossible.

Living hope.

2010-10-03T23:32:00.004+08:00

so sweet right. harnah, dont jealous.

huimin's birthday celebration and stayover at her place was awesome! moh thought she saw i hugged sylvia when we were sleeping, BUT I DIDNT! sylvia hugged herself la, dont know how she did that too. sylvia said i snored, yessssss! blocknose la, sorry la.

home sweet home in the afternoon.

celebrated grandma's bday with cousins, aunts and uncles. mahjong (Y). nap, did some maths after that. sad sia.

met sylvia, went to chill. talk talk talk talk talk and went home.

& i burnt my thumb.

i think i will get mine soon. it's just a matter of time.

KONGHUIMING! GOODLUCK FOR YOUR N LEVEL PAPERS. i dont mind being your slave during this N level period. this period only. i know you will see this, you're a stalker too. Y

Because, sometimes, there is no easy way out. Sometimes, the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship, there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself, knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keeping giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

Take me.

2010-10-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

HI! am @ huimin's place now, first time staying over at her place, excited.

svc in the afternoon. met sylvia and clement at centrepoint @ 5+pm, bought balloons and card for huimin then went to her place. the prawn mee her grandma cook, really (Y). meatballzxz.

everybody left. gohhy, moh and i are staying over. cant meet. siannnnnnnnnn. gonna go home early tomorrow, celebrating grandma's and cousin's birthday. having buffet. shit.

going watch resident evil? already. oh yeah, partyyyyyyyy. :B

misu, goodnight.

Expectations

2010-10-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

finally fridayyyyy. hardcorezxz day.

suppose to have PE period in between the chem and physics periods. like 2 Chem, 1 Pe then 2 Physics. in the end, chemistry took over Pe, then we had 3 Chem and 2 Physics before recess. after recess, 2 POA and 1 emaths. shag. had chinese ssp str8 after school and i've only got 50 for chinese. win.

chiong homeeeee, chilled and had a nap. sports day after that. very funzxz, played bball. shiokshiok.

party tomorrow, yeah, im not coming home. :>

nonsense.

Oh my.

2010-09-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

last day of septemper. very fast, 25 more days to O level. cant wait, cant wait. :>

got back my history blank script today after school during history ssp. i got a ZERO.

comprehension course by mrs benjamin after ssp, all the way till 5.30pm. hardcorezxz. skills she taught us are damnnnnn useful! should have let us attend it earlier.

went back home, rest. met sylvia, went Rc, studied there with janicia, rachel, thien sean and sockhan. the couple left earlier. we're planning to overnight study there, i hope we can do it. :D

went prata with sylvia after that. went to chill and home. awww so sweet. hehehehe.

Y

Frolicsome

2010-09-29T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hi. this week past quite fast uh, wednesday already, two more days. :B

went home str8 after school. nowadays i cant wait to dash out of the classroom door after the last period's bell ring. i love home. of course, i studied at home la. done with war in asia pacific region already. i love history, very much.

accompanied sylvia back to ma guang for check up, her lousy leg. acupuncture like pain only, when the women rub sylvia's leg, my arm suffered. first time i see sylvia's face expression so sexy sia, like the baby coming out like that. so hot, i love.

chitchatted with sylvia till 6pm. home, studied in my room, very (Y). i finished one chapter of history and cedar paper 1. i rocks. HAHA. mom opened the door, finds me studying and not sleeping, she went "WOW, jiayou ah." yes ah.

idiot.

Long run.

2010-09-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

tuesday. yes! 3 more days.

Art, happy yet disappointed. happy that my sova, didnt score but i improved. disappointed, teacher grade our coursework, i only got 61. overall prelim 2 i got a c6. gonna work hard for sova. at least a B4 please.

physics damn zai. 12.5/65. expected.

after school went home, took a nap. did a little of history and english just now. if only O level is 1 year away. :/

mushy self-praise? i like. haha.

Miss

2010-09-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hi. i woke up early enough to meet sylvia and walk into school together with her, she really walks like a snail. very slow.

first 4 periods free period la! dont know go school for what also manzxz. chinese and english teachers not here. sick. we exam stress, they mark papers also stress. poor thing. HAHA.

i got 49 for english, failed my poa and barely passed for my emaths. history, needless to say, i only did until part C for Sbq, 8/25. nicezxz. i didnt expect that i can passed my emaths. when miss tan got that smile on her face when i passed, i dont know why, i also very happy. lol.

n&b study with yolee, jiayi and yuxuan. kurt left for meeting. H.I.S.T.O.R.Y.

met sylvia after that, went to cut hair. short fringexzx. :>

went dinner with aaron, dylan, cheeli and junhong. played bball after that.

gonna wake up early tomorrow too. walk to school with sylvia. ;)

4 more days.

Stars

2010-09-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

woke up early, went down to support the feetwasher vs trailblazers match. feetwasher won, trailblazers scored though, haha good job. my sister got sunburnt, one arm. hahahaha.

came back home at 3pm, very tired manxzxz. woke up, pack all my books in one pile, all ready to study, but arrrr today i didnt. shitzxz

went for a run with sister, shiok shiok.

gonna sleep early, waking early for my dearest sylvia gohhy, need to help her up the stairs, she very clumsy la, pig trotter. hahahahahahah.

there's stars in the sky today, starssss. HAHA

Fickle minded

2010-09-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

Neb3 without the LgL. HAHA.

today's teaching is 'i have rights, so what?' i think i need to control myself from many stuff, i must. after lunch had lifegroup at OC, celebrated Junjie's birthday, i think he was shocked. HAHA. after lifegroup while walking back to meridien, saw this green door, stopped and took photo with it. quite a hilarious scene la. haha, we had fun.

at night met sylvia and rachel, sylvia superwoman sia, walk like ahma still want come out, pei fu her. went to central for the mid autumn thing. sylvia and i did the same thing for 4times this week. candles, lantern, firesparklers. so sick of it now, overdose already. went to chill with sylvia then sent her home.

it reminded me who's my first love. hmmm.