31.1.10
I'll wait.
nothing much, home work, doodle google.
tomorrow first day of feb, no voice, dont feel like going to school. my birthday day month (hint) can dont go school for one day?
i think friday laughed too much with huilin(-g) alr. so xin ku can. :( some more at home no medicine.
lazy blog alr. baiizxzx
You are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call to you.
30.1.10
Be patient.
accompanied the group for lunch. met bro and sis, walked arnd town. leg very pain. k im sick alr, ytd laugh until too ji dong alr, now got cough and sore throat. headache is a everyday thing. my bro like shirt with teddy bear on it. (Y)
watched jay chou's show just now on channel U, kungfu guan lan, handsome (insert tikoface). very long never play basketball alr. hais :(
greater things have yet to come. be faithful.
29.1.10
Humble pies.
after school, stayed back awhile for maths tutoring. somehow i know how to do vector alr, finally.
met sis for lunch, then went back to school with huilin(-g), see her copy notes, play itouch the puzzle game, and the toilet roll one. oh darling~~! cp's day today, laughed till no voice, throat pain.
went for NE sports day arnd late evening, talked to chloe, played badminton with baoer, accompanied baoer wait for ky then home.
home works. tired. kbye.
28.1.10
I just wanna shout a loud 'Thank you' to you.
today is dad's day. we got him a present last saturday, so sis and i went jalan to get him a cake, actually we bought 3, cheap but nice k.. came home with the cakes, grandma "mai dan gao ah." surprised failed, he know got cake alr.
we waited till arnd 9+pm, until he was about to drink his coffee before going to bed, we took out the present which we hid it for like days, then we lighted the candle and sang him a birthday song. at first i was quite nervous, kept thinking, "how to sing birthday song to my dad whom i never talk to for 5 years?" but this is the only chance that i can like redeem myself for being such a bad daughter for years. so yes, i did it. and alright, im very happy now. :D
the smile on his face when he got the present and card. (Y) thanks dad. how you like the present.


lg today was great too, went kovan for bowling. fun, and had a good time laughing. :)
i want to thank god everything. and, thankyou daddy. :)
27.1.10
TIRED!
art ssp today, time slot says 3.30pm end, i told teacher i need to go off at 3.30pm, she said "no, huiling you dont know ssp until what time?" then she asked arnd what time ssp end, they say 5.30pm. damn pekchek can! after calming down, i tell myself "nevermind, endure till may then no more art alr." waht to do? i sat down and draw la bodoh.
left at 5.30pm, with my sis. wow her friend, jeannie, like to beat ppl. accompanied them to srg. aftermath walked back to school to meet huilin(-g), went mac, fluffy and fries.
kkkkkkkkk i really very tired, tmr chemistry test. go study then sleep alr. i want to sleep before 10pm today. goodnight.
kevin says "sleep is for the weak."
bye.
26.1.10
Don't worry.
today time passes rather fast. i like tuesday the most. two chinese, two PE, two poa, three art then end school alr. best thing is, no ssp. shiok ttm.
went over to huimin's new house, WOW. S-O C-O-O-L! huilin(-g) like climbing the stairs. there's a stairs that lead you up to the top floor, very steep, we were like saying "if sylvia come she cannot go up." she's afraid of height and Water~. :B
ziheng(huimin'sbro) first time see me do home work, "konghuiling will do home work one meh?" duhhh~ good girl can. i finished up history home work which was suppose to be handed up today, nevermind, i will just tell mrD chew that 'zhongyin never collect from me! i call him for a few times alr!' :D after that, did art. art =(N).
after slacking awhile, and huilin(-g) played two rounds of audi( HUH! ASK ME GO ALR STILL PLAY), went to take bus home. tired like mad now. miss talib's PE lesson, kills.


25.1.10
How to kill cockroach.
i run out screaming "let's kill cockroach!"
at first bro took the baygon, then i took the newpaper for whacking the cockroach, but i was too afraid that the cockroach will fly, 'ehhh later i spray, the cockroach unconscious then you whack, more easier.' :D

step 3: laugh at the cockroach which will be struggling on the floor.
i sprayed lots of baygon on it, even my mom who went in to clear up the mess said 'Free one hor, you better wipe the floor.'
and i didnt know cockroach can look so interesting. (Y)
actually i wanted to sleep alr, but the cockroach make me so excited, make me want to blog this up straight.
:B goodnight kroachyy.
I dont care.
headed home straight after school. bathed and changed out of uniform, watched hi my sweetheart ep 13 while waiting for sylvia to end her ssp. met sylvia after her ssp, went bishan, watched movie together with janicia.

channel 8 showing life transformers 2, about helping people to clean their dirty house, voluntary work. after i graduate from school, if got time i want do voluntary work, :>
gonna finished up hi my sweetheart ep 13, then do some revision. i need to love study.
It's like a dream comes true, but very little of it.
24.1.10
i woke up in the morning and saw the time shows -12:34 i went wow and time to get up. and huimin texted me at-13:14. cool timing. i dont know why, i just feel good when i see those timing. haha.
k, i went to vivo with my bro and sis in the late afternoon. walked arnd, nothing much. saw sourman working at Gv's tix counter. bro bought a freshbox pants. evening trained down to bishan, on the train there, a lot of indians, okay sorry im racist, not before the countdown incident. really a lot. their smell, im sorry but it makes me giddy and headache. but thankgod they alighted at farrer park, AH! FRESH AIR!. went J8, bought dad's birthday present, kind of expensive but money doesnt matters right, it's the hearts that count. kk like boasting, but im not.
came home, home work. english compre driving me mad, i see the passage, 3rd paragraph, i give up, tomorrow recess stay in class do. finished the maths homework i owed miss tan. h-e-a-d-a-c-h-e.
Generous giver.

you really brought lots of laughter to the lifegroup. tyvm. you rocks \m/!
met robert, went nexus together, wait for him make me late for svc only, but thank god, he went and never fly my aeroplane. when we reached nexus, he told me something that makes me 'eh lol?' he said "last time is i bring you here, now is you bring me here. so long never come alr, a bit scare."
after svc, lunch @ cathay's astons, celebrated joel's birthday, a belated one. bought him a cake, no candle, but still entertained.
after everyone left, joselin accompanied me, talked. thanks.
met family for dinner, but didnt eat, still can feel the chicken inside. urghhh. walked arnd Ps, they lazy walk to 313, sianzxzx. (Y) bought a black shirt for new year. (i told my mom it's for cny, but she will never know i will wear it before cny or not.) i think i will just tell her i dont want to wear black on cny. :B
gonna upload the pictures on fb.
home works piling up. : l
he's joy is my strength.
22.1.10
Not welcomed.
had chinese test after school, stayed back in school after that to do some work and talk to huimin. i'll be there for you, dont bloody care about him. yes he's still my ex-best best best friend, but his girl and me no link, doesnt mean she's his gf i need to hehehe at her. wait till one day, we will wait till that day, let's wait and see.
tommy and ken gay.
left school at arnd 6+pm, thankyou huimin for walking me home. :)
i got weird yet cool family memeber, my sis tells me about her school life, telling me that zs said she's infront of jiaxin, according to pretty or ugly i think, not bad, infront of jiaxin. (Y) keep it up sis.
and my bro, show me videos all about miss swan on youtube, 'a little bit a little bit a little bit', funny vid.
my sis told me that recently my mom mentioned about s saving me from r to her, was totally ZZZ when i heard that from my sis. well, i've got over it anyway. :B
they will fight against me but will not overcome me, for he's with me.
21.1.10
He's blessings.


20.1.10
Love is the greatest of all

sleeping at 10pm not efficient, still feel sleepy in class. what the shiut. got back english paper one free writing marks, 6/30, super well done man, i dont know how the teacher mark, our group all failed, kns. chenyee write two sentence 2/30, i write one page 6/30 only. might as well write write six lines.
after school, went outside school, find clement, took ss textbook. aftermath stayed back in school for art till 5.30pm. completed 1 drawing. Lifegroup after that. after livegroup ended, met sylvia, went dinner together.
so tired. tmr there's combine humanities test.
testing of faith develops perseverance.
19.1.10

alright, school's still the same, as tired as before. like what miss e tan told me, 8 hours of sleep minimum, i slept at 1am. i want to sleep at 10pm tonight, i must.
last year, i dont know how to do a single depreciation thing, i feel so cool today, i finally know how to do, but not very sure yet, at least i know k. :B \m/
had physics test after school at auditorium, flunk it flunk it.
had lunch with huilin(-g) opposite school, headed home after that. sorry huilin(-g), didnt accompany you to the bus stop, next time, next time when i feel better. :D
gonna start working on art, 12 drawings by 22 feb. i wont want to stay back during my birthday. i need more time for other subjects too. k, im gonna start, chiong till the end.
my sis texted me today, 'i saw your enemy.'
Forgiving one another is the hardest thing to do and the most beneficial.
18.1.10
Lose nothing, gain nothing.
monday monday, school= tired. monday blues.
i dont know what miss ting is teaching k, srsly, she link particles to human, human move freely, volume same? i think same what. she keep say say say, i told her i dont understand, she keep want me to answer, so i went 'ya. ummm.' if suay suay kenna her class, GG.
POA test after school. P&L, bs. cannot balance. siannzxz.
stayed in school, clean classroom, do notice board.
tmr physics test. machiam everyday test one. HAIS.
17.1.10
Without fault in a crooked and depraved generation.

combine svc at suntec convention hall today, i think that's the reason why today feel like a saturday. svc was good. saw J.k, got vertical lips piercing, oh what happen? zz crazy. chenyee wear like lin da lang, pink formal, white berm. (Y)
accompanied the group to marina food loft for their lunch/dinner. left after awhile. went to bishan to meet sister, went popular to get some stuff. wanted to walk home from bishan, but after thinking, ehh like so farrrr, so we didnt.
trained back to srg, time shows 7+pm. still early. so we decided to walk arnd srg, she very bo liao. we walked to srg stadium for dont know what, just go the stadium, see see "wow" then walked back home.
tomorrow's a new week. POA test. so stress so stress.
i know he will help me, because he's my strength and my shield.
16.1.10
I stomach pain i want pangsai.


live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature.
14.1.10
mom: "i almost strike 4D ytd, first prize you know."
me: " what number?"
mom: " 8260"
sis: " then came out what number?"
mom: "8290, i still bought 4 dollars you know!"
sis and i looked at each other and :B laughed.
if she could save up all the money, i would have more allowance on monday, wednesday, thursday, saturday and sunday.
arghh
He is a liar.

13.1.10
Be reconciled.
HOHO! almost late for school, again. during physics lesson, kevin was eating chewing gum.
miss ting: "second boy, spit out what you're eating."
kevin:"i never eat."
miss ting:"you want me to go to you is it?"
everyone laughed, kevin walked towards the bin and spit it out.
miss N zhong didnt came school to teach today, she got some course. during her lesson stayed in class, slept for awhile then wake up. lucky to say that when miss yeo walked past the class im awake alr, but suay, the teacher tell miss yeo i slept, for a few times, when she ask me to wake up i refused to. w-t-h. wong TL you win. so got to write a essay to her, hungz and jiaquan as well. second time writing a essay to her, first time was last year, when i wore uniform to play bball in school. siann this year havent get to play bball in school yet.
had english free writing test in class after school. all the questions that came out like so boring one, anyhow write.
saw clement and wb in school.
waited for huilin to end her monitor thing, went to bishan together with janicia, had lunch/dinner at long john. walked arnd j8 and reached home at arnd 8pm. i planned ot reached home at 6.15pm today to do revision and study, plan failed. not the first time. lol
tomorrow got meet the mentor session, HAPPY CAN, my mentor mr lee ck. HAHAHAH! (Y)
mr lam's scare of frog. today, small tiny frogs smaller than 10 cents coin were spotted arnd the pond outside staffroom. mr lam was talking halfway, "mr lam behind you got frog!" (but actually not really behind him, like 30 cm away) then he jumped and his facial expression was (Y) nice. should have taken it down.
k i dont know what i blogging, very tired. very cold. terrible headache. i want to sleep.
12.1.10
So imperfect.

actually i forgot miss ting made us duck walk around the science lab ytd until i saw sylvia's fb status. so LOL, we all really did squat in one row and duck walk for a bit, not a round. everyone was luaghing.
school today was -_-, very tired. PE miss talib didnt come to school, so we had two free periods, sit beside the streetsoccercourt see the guys kick soccer, chitchat. art, havent decide which theme to work on, most prob something simple, and i guess when i tell mr ng i want something simple, he will go " Do you want your A1?" hais. no distinction for art last year.
had emaths common test 1 after school in the auditorium, sylvia was mumbling behind me, i heard "i dont know how to do this." janicia beside her only. (Y)
Happy 17th birthday Benny.
11.1.10
So contagious.
pms-ing, i love to cry. like bloody hell, i know what i did and what i didnt can alr. i dont care what you guys say or heard k.
afternoon, got back o level result, chinese and emaths. siannnzz, chinese still same b3, going to retake, if really b3, then i bwg, wo xin fu kou fu. emaths, ZZZ didnt really put in effort, i got c6. kind of regret not taking it seriously. arrrr.
went central's streetsoccercourt see the class guys kick soccer, then lunch at central with sylvia. after lunch, went back to school, did poa homework. chit chat with shaobin, and the pang hu(ongweijie), he very funny sia, jack him like crazy only.
accompained huilin for dinner opposite school, then home.
super tired now. im going to finish watching himysweetheart ep 11 and momo's love today, do homework then sleep. sian life. but i like. :B


10.1.10
What did i do?
some say le somwsay la
i say le
waht u say
?
Huilin(+g), [c=3][/c] says:
==.
LA!!!
WTH
__________
jia quan(-_@#) says:
ben is breaking
die le
jia quan(-_@#) says:
faster save him.
-___- i sending him a breaking benjamin song. he today, srsly very l-a-m-e.
Huilin(+g), [c=3][/c] says:
TSK
LAME AH YOU
jia quan(-_@#) says:
no la i lamb
silly kid. si ah wang.
am really sad, what did i do? i'm only saying out how i feel what, wrong?
bball with anthony and yongsiang in the afternoon, very hot, sun burnt.
at night went prata with sylvia.
came online, very sad. then ppl entertain me, clement said "my uni almost cant wear." ZZ.
mass convo with jq and sylvia.
thankyou anthony & lingyeow.
everytime like that, i will feel very cold.
Saturday, as usual, svc. unable to wake up for the creative meeting, i snoozed the time from 8am to 11am. and im almost late for svc, almost. im finally punctual for svc for once. oh, and when im almost late, two japanese girl(?) approached me and ask me help them take photo. but thank god, im not late.
had a lesson on SOW at istana park. games, nothing to say, did forfeit by eating the wasabi biscuit, ehh, not bad. hahaha. taste quite nice actually.
ljs. paragon. home.
kevin ong is silent reader.
i hate msn pop up!
8.1.10
So good to me.
first History lesson with mr D chew, i dont know whether it's good or not, because i didnt pay attention, i only know one thing from his lesson today, WW1 starts at 1914 and it last for twenty dont know how many years. he speak really slowww. and we need to climbed from first level to fourth level for his lesson, and after his lesson, for english, first level to third level. then CE, polite in singapore, cant survive. that's why i survive what. :D after recess, two periods of maths and one period of ss then end of school, for this week. tsk. i've got into miss K class for SS, no tgh for hopefully a year.
the school closed down the street soccer court, field and bball courts. without a teacher there, we cant use, how nice. thanks to that guy who fracture his arm ytd. so after school, no more chit chatting beside the street soccer court alr. siannzzzzz
oh, and there's tiny little frogssss near the pond outside staffroom. sylvia and i saw it during the first day of school, but now, all dead flat on the floor. later mr lam dont dare go to the male staff toilet alr. (imagine. ZZZ)
went home, changed. met huilin(-g), went tpy to look for her pants, but no stock. oi 5n1-10, tpy can make class tee, cheap. faster come out with a design can. EVERYONE have the rights to voice out their suggestion k DENNIS?! ate mac at tpy, after that stomachache alr. trained down to amk, look for bag, nooo. then we went to the sportslink outside, huilin(-g) bought a watahbottah. (ignore, i'm v bored).
bus 135 back to srg, while reaching, saw the NE ppl having sportsday at the void deck while im on the bus, chenyee saw huilin(-g) and i on the bus. when i reached the sportsday place, joel "i thought who so crazy wave to us like that, until cy told me is huiling." HAHAHA.
k, mr ong need a umbrella with a bi lei zhen on it when there's thunder alert. because he's _ _ _ _.
the sky look so fake today. took this while walking to mrt with huilin(-g). naise.
pity
7.1.10
Everything makes me happy.
continue to play chinese chariots during chinese lesson. chemistry lesson, did practical in the lab, very different from the practical we did for the past four years. art= bored, but i cant wait for this year o level question paper to come out on monday, so that i could start doing it asap, end all the art thing asap. humanities, suaysuay got into daniel chew lesson, hope his teaching method is good. emaths, did revision, almost forgot what's the standard deviation's formula. english, dont need to say, english lesson with miss N zhong = (Y).
after school, went to street soccer court see the guys kick soccer. some guy from 2n1 dislocate his arm while playing bball. after that went for Lifegroup at kenji's house, ck and joel did forfeit. left for home after that.
did emaths homework, bathed, use comp. going to sleep soon, veryyyyy tired. how i wish i could have 12 hours of sleep everyday. why there's only 24 hours in one day?
i feel like eating prata now.
6.1.10
So ambitious.
started the day with one period of Chinese with mr ng, we played Chinese chariots, jiaquan was standing infront all the while to act the words out. funny die. CE with miss maslinda. physics with miss ting, mrs ngiam still on MC, pray hard that i will get into mrs ngiam's class, i dont know what the miss ting trying to say, when she's talking, she like to look on the floor, then just nice the position she was looking at is at jq's leg, jq said "she no rights to look at my face ma." ==. three periods of Poa today, there's poa homework. english lesson with miss N chong was (Y).
after school, went home, bathed, power nap for 10 minutes while waiting for sylvia. met wenbin, raffles place then cityhall. surprise clement, not really ba. dexing came after that. dinner at justacia @Ms, suntec then bus 107 home.
5.1.10
It's not gonna be another sad year.

very tired man. slept at 2am, woke at 3am. slept back at 3+am, woke at 4am. slept back and woke up next at 6am. first two days go school earlier, tomorrow, i'll be punctual. kind of miss the old faces when i walked to school in the morning last year.
started the day with three periods of chinese, mr ng is our chinese tcher for this year, he still rmb gideon's joke. then was Pe, siannnzxzx only. we have to come out with creative games, though we had alr thought of everything, but i rather run around the field than do the thinking. she claimed that that is her standard, no wonder her student hate going for her Pe lesson so much. followed by POA, i dont know who reminded mr lam that he said before, if the whole class promote he will be our form teacher, then he went "oh shit, why you all never remind me earlier." lastly, three periods of art, combined class with 4e5, need to present our N level work to them, soooo nervous, i dont even know what im talking about. glad that i hanged on to art. but mr ng is wrong, without art, i'll still be able to promote to sec five, he like to boast, like ' without art she wont be able to make it to sec five.' g.o.a.n.d.d.i.e
went opposite school for lunch with huilin(-g) and sylvia. went home after that.
will continue to watch autumn concerto, V nice. prepare some tissue first.
i dont mean what i've said. dont take it for real.
4.1.10
FASTER!
[i]12th[/i], K.Huilin(-g)' says:
i sweep finish the floor + bathe i wanna see your post hor!!!!
then you sweep the floor 10 times, bath 5 times k.
no
i'm done sweeping
me gna go bathe now
FASTER
bath 20 times. slower! man man lai.
4 jan 2.48pm.
3.1.10
Sick. :(((
received a msg from shaobin, tmr go school only need to bring pen and notebook. (Y) the zhonghua website down at the right time.
not going to go anywhere today, it's raininggggg. shall stay at home for the whole day. tomorrow school's reopening alr. HAHAH SUPER EXCITED! :B
we're the living proof.
2.1.10
His mercy will last for generations.
after svc, went to le meridien, accompany them for lunch, after joselin finish eating, she accompanied me to paragon to buy notebooks. thanks joselin. she went for shepherd's meet andi headed home after that. was super tired, wanted to nap, but no time. i spent the whole evening, doing something special, unique and for the one(s) i love :B hehe.
at night, sylvia called, say go eat dinner, since i whole day never eat anything, i went with her. we went to prata shop @ srg central for prata, tried milk prata, three words, oh my god. sent sylvia home after that. i like walking down the street alone at night. (Y)
looking forward to school reopen, i miss the kenna drown by books feeling. i miss the classmates, i miss my dearest friends. oh, i love sylvia, i love huilin(-g) too. miss her v much. 4 days never see her like a week alr. school's gonna reopen realllllllyyyyyy soon!

1.1.10
Slowly fading.

nothing to do, very bored at home, sis asked me accompany her go buy bag, so went along with her. uncle K told her citysqaure lots of thing, so we went there, wapiangzzz, nothing at all! cant even find a shop that she can buy her bag from. and a lot of SAI REN! buan tahan manzxzxz, buay zi dong one. so we decided to go down to amk hub, walked arnd, finally bought her bag from everlast. i asked mom for money to buy new school bag "you always buy bag, so many bags alr, you bring how many bag to school? one subject one bag ah?" kenna jack. win. saw lingyeow at amk.
i got a weird dream yesterday, i told my sister about that dream, because ppl say that if you say your dream out wont come true alr, i dont want that dream of come true, never. like whatever dream manzxzx.
go and die.
It's gonna be something new, something good. (Y)


sarah:thanks for teaching me so much. love you shepherdy.
and of course there's still a lot of people out there who makes me stronger, in fact every single tiny fail in life makes me stronger, im gonna be stronger, im gonna be a big girl now, pray that i will cry lesser.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.
isaiah 43:18