There will be one.

HI! i think prelim 1 really gone case alr. i need to change, i need to change.

today was history paper only. i only studied war in europe, and guess what! war in europe came out in SBQ! then SEQ i jiat sai lor.

went back to school at 1.50pm to find ck and jiayi to outreach. played the "table soccer?" with the lower sec boys. lose ah lose. LOL.

played bball at bhcc with the usual people. first time playing manjiang and i won. HAHAHA.

my phone died on me, shit sia. this is the first time my phone died because the batt 's empty. when i auto shut down while i was talking on the phone i was like "wth, i just charged it!" and now something's wrong with the phone, can't even on while charging. good chance to ask for a new phone, but wo quite she bu de this phone. got feeling alr right. :>

no turning back.

“ But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe.. it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls , broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope. ”

Against the odds.

Hey! facebook's laggingggggggg. sucks.

second day of prelim 1, emaths paper 2. question 1 GG already. after the paper, went mac with sylvia, humin, ivan, robert, kevin and hungzhou. when robert smile, his face will have the "siao wen"
then sylvia was like :"eh robert your face got the dont know what wen."
me:"zhou wen."
ivan:"MW."
naise sia naise.

walked sylvia home, has been long since i last did that. talk talk with her, all the craps (Y). wanted to go huimin's house take my history textbook, but didnt. so yes, tomorrow's history paper and i dont have any history stuff with me. i did revise for it la, i borrowed the textbook from my sis for 1 hour. 1 hour onlyyyy. LOL.

Coreteam meet @ mac. after ctm, played awhile basketball at bhcc. mom was waiting for sister and i at tpy for like 1 hour. HAHA. was quite pekchek with mom when i reached tpy. she didnt bring the voucher then she dont want eat there already wtheck. then i went "ma, let's go chompchomp." woohoo, shuang.

oh i remembered i was telling mom that i can shit out.
me:"ma, i stomach pain, no shit."
mom:"the fridge for stawbelly."
me:"naise stawbelly."
mom:"stawbelly what, not meh? cao mei."
me:"STRAWBERRY LA"
mom:"ohh same la same la. cao mei la."

we gonna fight for you!

Back to basics.

Hi, yesterday was the first day of school, and the first 2 paper for prelim 1, emaths and social studies.

i woke up quite early, at 6. 35am but i havent pack my bag. at 7.15am, i panic, searched the whole house for the curve ruler and mathematical set. i dont like the feeling, shall pack my bag before i sleep later.

anyway, emaths paper 1 was manageable but i think i can barely pass it. social studies's a killer, i didnt revise for it, im so gonna to disappoint miss kaur. prelim 1 prelim 1, i will learn from my mistakes, i will.

after paper went opposite for lunch with sylvia and huimin then we went back to school to look at the newly fenced up street soccer court, like a cage. (Y)

later that evening, went bhcc, played basketball with yihao, jiayi and jackson. gabriel and dylan joined after that, then jackson left. minopps people were playing basketball there, so we played against them, we need to try harder. HAHA.

mac with wenbin just now. world cup sucks ttm.

i physically begged my mom for a new phone, heartache sia, my current chui phone have got a hole on it. :(

Let's forget about the past, move on baby~

All things are possible.

sundayyyyyy. rest day, cool, i woke up at 1+pm. shuang.

wanted to revise social studies, failed.

met kelly at 4pm, went moh's house gym. after that went to moh's house, chit chat, disturb her from revising her work, kelly soo la, dont want go home.

walked to mac, sylvia & hl studying there, went in to say. then kelly's hungry, she's mad i tell you, she brought me into the ntuc, walked arnd, look at the maggi, cheese, milk. walked her homeee.

i think i will flunk prelim 1. i'll try my best. god i need wisdom.

Uncontainable.

alright i just reached home! :> come, let's blog.

yesterday, i went back to school for emaths ssp at 9am and left at 11++am. & shitzxz, when i reached home, my sis still havent bath. so we hurried and cabbed over to nexus. service was (Y), Praise and worship (Y). after svc, le meridien for lunch. SHOPPING after that. shuang de lor. HAHA! great save alr okay, i only spent like 80$. excluding the cab fare, lunch $ and the icemonster. i think i hit 100$. shitzx.

i realised something. when i spend my own hard earn money, waaa heartache. but it's okay! we got to share the blessings right! yesh. i like the feeling when i get to treat ppl to something or buy something for somebody, but not now, im broke, soon.

ohh i went prawning just nowzxzx. no prawn but good time.

Come and make my heart your home.

lifegroup at my place. (Y)

prayermeet @ nexus, 5pm. after prayermeet we went to chompchomp. 'nec2' gathering ah. HAHA. vivian joined us. + guest, yihao. after chompchomp, we went frolick for yoghurt.

i need to go back skool tomorrowzxzx. & shoppingzxzx. WOOTZ

In the darkest place, we will be your light.

Dreams.

HOHO! i went back to school for art today. im great.

left at 10.45am, went central to bank in the cheque, soon i will have money to shopshopshop.
Neb unit lifegroup was great. imma team leader for the grouping, but well, i didnt do much thing. & GREAT! my team got to play basketball. :>

went home to rest for awhile first before heading down again to play bball with yihao and guys. shuang sia, whole day basketball only. now i got sun burnt. sianzxz.

went central, bought lifegroup food with joel.

reached home, i felt super guilty. i didnt really study much for prelim. i took out the history textbook and i read up on two chapter. i think im cool. thinking about cool, i feel like playing pool. oh no.

Y

All in one.

yesterday. met sylvia, huimin and ziheng at 11.30am. went town for ziheng's dental first then sakae sushi for lunch. thankyou mommy kang. :> aftermath we went to shaw to study, starbuckzxz (Y). walked arnd ion, came back to srg at 5.30pm. went sylvia's house to slack for awhile, because DA's slow.

bball @bhcc with nec + neb guys. (Y)

after bball, went to find baoer and pearlyn. went kovan for dinner @ xinwang hongkong cafe. (Y) walked pearlyn home because her house there got a lot of tikouncle.

came back to srg, went mac to find sylvia, moh, andy and kelly. do a bit of emaths. was about to walk home then i bumped into wenbin, went mac with him, chitchat while waiting for his laptop batt to finish. sent kelly home.

okaizxzx, later confirm going back to school for art, confirm confirm. then bball in the afternoon, YES AH!

Confessing.

today study plan failed. :<

bought macs for huimin, went over to her house with sylvia at arnd 3pm, late ah. distraction and all, so we decided not to study, i somewhat feel guilty now. hai.

we watched hongkong drama, played MAHJONGGGGG! very fun , very very. sylvia keep winning only, nevermind, friday night, im gonna win you sylvia, look at this, IM GONNA WIN YOU. LOL. 'jiat tio sai ahhhhh' HAHA. high only.

went to meet pearlyn at 5 plus at kovan. went over to her house to get my pay. weehoo! went over to hougang mall, dinner @ ajisen. (Y). i went into a shop, want to get sweet for my grandma, pearlyn pointed at the gigantic lollipop, so i looked at her with the == face. naise, naise. bought smelly toufu for sis. she love me so much. HAHA.

tomorrowzxzx going town to studyyyyy, thenzz coming back to srg at 6pm to play bballzxzx. happy day.

still coughing like a old grandmother. haizx.

Hardcorezxz day.

woke up at 11.30am, early right, early. prepared and went to meet sylvia, took bus 58 to huimin's house. when the bus arrived then i realised i didnt brought my ez link card out. naise ah naise.

reached huimin house then it started pouring outside, heng right, ya i know i know. revised POA, tried to do TYS, without huimin's help i can do okay, smart uh. must concentrate then can do. teeheezxzx.

going huimin's house again tomorrowzxzx then mayb meeting pearlynzxz after that. ohhhh might be going back school in the morning for art, should i? k i think i should.

kkkkkzxzxz. im a millionaire. it reminds me of murzainy 'merlionaire'.

okayyyy byezxz.

man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of god.

Influential

Hi it's sunday already. one more week of holiday, chiong ah~

i wanted to go back to school for art tomorrow, so i texted dennis what time to report and all, then he replied "zzz teacher say next whole wee no need go back alr." HURRAY LA! deadline is 28 july for art. one more month, i can do it. teeheexzx.

CTM @ ps just now. joel's last ctm with us. Hokkaido ice cream (Y).

okay, going over to huimin's house with sylvia tomorrow. gonna do revision there, no playing, no baking. & also, find one day go shopping, WOOZXZ I GOT MY PAY ALR! HAHAHAHA.

mom's thinking of getting a new phone for me. im thinking which to get, itouch first or phone first? or iphone? nahhhh.

Forever.

hi saturday without service. :<

okay, i woke up at 7am and we went to tahhh ZOO. to see animals. changes here and there. enjoyable day with aunties, cousins, grandma, mom, sis and bro. (Y)

look at this women, trying to act cute. r.e.t.a.r.d.e.d only.

came home at near to 6pm. bathed and rushed over to chompchomp to meet the rest. had dinner there with wayne, kevin, helin, john, jiaquan, ivan, audrey, chenyee and sylvia. plus me, perfect 10. hungzhou, as usual, late. he met us at srg instead. slack slack slack talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh.

A.W.E.S.O.M.E DAY! Y

You're the light that leads us, like the burning fire.

friday friday friday.

woke up at 2.30pm, shiok only. i've been at home the whole day. dont feel like going, im still sick but it's getting better alr. ytd night , the pain in the throat's really unbearable. mm.

tomorrow is saturday. missed another service. :< am going to the zoo with aunties, cousins, grandma, mom, sis and bro. at night might be going chompchomp with sylvia and guys.

gonna start studying. i need to pray for more wisdom. teeheezxzx.

One love.

IM BACK FROM REGENERATION!

REGENERATION WAS A.W.E.S.O.M.E :>

thankgod yuxuan managed to go for the camp, phew~ hope she learn something there ;B.

day one, report to stansfield residences. near maris stella(?), near the mount vernon crematorium, BUT we are not afraid because god is with us. teeheezxz. had station games, captain's ball improvise, captain pigliver/chillisauce+darksauce+flour???/waterbomb. at the end of the games, our hands smells like pigliver. delicious. HAHA.

day twoo, was down with fever and sorethroat, panadol became my bestfwennn. joselin and lihser came. & pearlyn too. eat my dust, mega event was real cool. all the talented ppl from northeast, wowwww. (Y) see alr make your jaw drop only! played bball during freetime (Y).
night game, 'kidnapper', dark and fun. there was one station in the 203 room, like haunted house or something, was quite scare at first because ppl who went in screamed like mad. but after we went into the room, pearlyn and i go make fun of the ppl there. 'emily why you sitting there!?' 'eh ruiyong why you pull my hair!' bad la, but k fun. HAHA. the night is still young, pearlyn and i slept. 'sleep la, sleep is good.' i keep disturb pearlyn dont let her sleep. HAHA
pearlyn:"eh kong, i very cold."
me:"i got jacket."
pearlyn:"hug me."
me:"sleep la you."

day threee, last day of camp. no closing ceremony. phototaking. captain's ball with nec ppl. pizzahut @bishan for lunch, after that went lan and home sweet home.

my throat very the pain, very very. like the throat gonna drop out anytime. a bit exaggerating ahhhh.

the old has gone, the new has come. im gonna be strong and courageous. for God is with me all the time.

THANK GOD

hihi. im back.

i woke up at 1pm, lack of sleep for the past few days, today sleep until i shuang then wake up (Y) feels so good.

texted huimin, both of us want to bake, so we decided to go over to her place to bake but she got to go tpy first. so i waited at home.

waited for sylvia to online and then we webcam. :> she's still in a piece la, she tried to post unglam faces for me to printscreen. then she said "post on facebook uh you!" quite cool, first time, webcam someone at msia. msia to spore, a bit lag. fun ah fun.
went over to huimin's place at 6.30pm. baked till 10pm, slacked for awhile at her place, helped her fixed her apple, in the end cannot hang because the apple's leaf missing. naise.
cupcakes for my love. ma, sis, bro, dad and grandma's. i dont know what to write on grandma's one. so i draw her out. LOL special right. when sis saw that she was like "she got so black meh?" then i joke back "bo bian la, you like sean kingston what." LOL. my sis love sean kingston a lot, she wished her husband got the same size as sean kingston. comfortable. HAHAHA.

today is my spiritual birthday! 2 years already. thank god for the good and bad in my life & also going through everything with me. pulled me out from the darkness. you know my dreams and you had a plan. you're everything. i will continue to grow in the kingdom of god. :> Y

camp tomorrow! so looking forward to regeneration. am excited. teeheezxzx.

i'll be back on thursday. bye readers.

you dont look happy.

OIIIII

wo hen bu kai xin, facebook hen lag sia. :<

HAHAHAHAHAHA IM BORED! FACEBOOK'S NOT WORKING. SUCKS.

ogay, i survived from four days of work! weehoo. enjoyed working with pearlyn, everyday (Y) BOOST! HHAHAHHAHA!

okay, i was cooking maggi just now, with a metal fork.
me:"wa boy, very hot sia."
bro: "you stupid or what, use wooden chopstick to cook la!"
me:" ya ah!"
i think my brother rocks! someday bring him go lan, play together. bonding ah bonding. catch up with him. (Y)

my sister is not home yet. i miss her.

im bored. im bored. facebook ah facebook. pleazeeeee.

3rd day.

my legs are really breaking. stand for 9 hours.

missed service, pearlyn was like saying, we 3g call there, then we p & w at the itfair. wtheck. hahah. BOOST.

3rd day right. clement, kevin, wenbin, peixian and hungz came to visit. jerome and anna came too but when they want to visit me, the fair closing alr. :> oh i saw ahxiang there too.

after work went bk for dinner with www and sebastian, so he's sexy and hot huh w? naise.

tmr last day. monday rest day, tuesday to thursday camp. :> weezxxx.

i like working with pearlyn. HAHHA:>

Say goodbye to the storms in the night, say goodbye to this beautiful sight.

hi. second day of work. wapiangzxzx my legs are breaking very soon.

& today there's a new aunty, stand there zhuo bo one. look arnd, explore the products. naise sia naise.

two more days to go. teeheezxzxz.

sylvia goh!
euuu areee at m'sia alreadizxz. go soo manyzx daezxz. ii willl mizz euu 1. pleaze takee cairr of urself. euu thursdaezx cumzxz bacck, juz naise myy churchzx camp endd, dhenn weeee can go shoppin, k.huiminzxz cannott. awwwwww :<>

awww twittxzxzx LOL

Disappoint you. im sorry.

sorry miss tan.

okay, im very tired. itfair = a lot of ppl. stand for hours.

saw alvin, chinhwee, emily, joanne, ck and jiayi.(Y)

sylvia ah sylvia, take care.

oh god, you're beautiful.

went for art today, actually wanted to just show mr ng my work then go off alr, really not feeling well. in the end i stayed till 5.30pm. almost there, hang on.

not going for the class gathering on friday, sorry guys.

my nose went for a 2.4km run. 8(

His appearance was like lightning and his clothes were white as snow.

Worthless.

i wanted to go school on time, 8am, failed. i went to school at 10.30am instead.

flu sucks. my ears are blocked.

booster after school, okay okay la, leroy's cool manzxz.

after booster, went home first. was late for ctm, so i took a cab to hougang mall. i falled a merc cab, coolzxz ah, the price also very cool. (Y)

went chompchomp for dinner with sister. walked home from there, saw some malay gays, with boobs you know! then my sis went 'buffalos', wth can, because that day at tpy saw a few too, then i told her they are called that, she really applied what she learned, then saw elias, stepped on a snail and the feeling sucks. 'rejoice'

secured.

Gnashing of teeth.

hellozxz monday.

i couldnt bear to leave my bed so i went school late. plus the sore throat and slight flu, i didnt want to go to school at first. but aiyahh anything la. i went to school at 10am and school ended at 12.30pm. (Y)

went huimin house with sylvia. rooftop was (Y) but no feel at all.

came back srg, met 5n09's guys. suppose to play bball but in the end didnt. went mac with clement, yongsiang & wenbin. aftermath went to wb's house to play board game. bored game. hmm lol.

i really dont know how to do poa manzxz. i want to give up but. :/

m.camp booster tmrzx. :> dont need go art. im lovin it.

Jehovah Rapha

hello sunday. thank god for sunday.

stayed at home till 3++pm, nothing to do. sis suggested to bake cookies and i went (Y). we went to tpy's redman to buy the flour and everything for the cookies. after baking we went jogging.

best i ever had.

o-k

really excited for ComCare, i slept at 2am and woke up at 6.30am, got ready and went down to nexus, was early. met up with the rest, briefing and off we go we took at train down to chinese garden, the 1 room flat there. although it's like very far from where we stay but you know the feeling when you helped someone who's in need, who need ppl to cae for them more, no word can describe that feeling. i came home and told my mom about what i did there.
me:"ma today i go help the ah ma clean window, i stretch my hand out to clean it."
mom:"the ahma stay which storey?"
me:"hmm i think 15."
mom:"WA you havent die ah."
wtheck right my mom. -.-

after ComCare, Neb went to bukitbatok, westmall. first time there, nothing interesting. got lots of Vans's shoes on sales only, very tempted to buy my school shoe there, if my mom beside me, she confirm buy, 10% off only, she will also buy. haizx.

back to srg, played bball with the JJJ, jiayi, joel and junjie. yihao joined us after that. shiok sia! continuously two day bball. blisters on the foot, blue black on the fingernail.

came home, grandma didnt cook dinner. so i was like telling mom, how much i miss the sesame oil chicken at the ah seah eating house. actually she dont want to go because need walk quite far. so i went "aiya, then i dont want eat dinner alr. you and sis go eat lor." then steady, she really walked there with me. on the way there, saw elias, she still said hi to him. LOL.

i want to sleep alr. goodnightzx

Joy

hehe, suddenly very happy. :>

flydayyyy, still need to go school la. intensive intensive, i dont feel it.

after school, went tpy lor 1 lunch with huimin, wanted to eat the chicken rice at block 111 but today the stall not open. so we went all the way there just to eat mac. naise one. 2.30pm met sis and went back to school for art. mr ng not there la! and ppl ran away from it. if only i know, i dont go alr. went there, stayed in the art stuff room, youtube, watch vid, laughlaughlaugh only. left at 5pm, on the dot. went to jiayi's house for Lg, really joy sia, our dearest ah meng bought our favourite snacks for us, FOC. the game, damn epic.

home to put down my bag then went cc, played bball with the 5N`09 guys. (Y) shiok. very long never play bball alr. oh tommy was there too. i used his itouch to go fb and i forgot to log out. hahaha.

serve with joy.

Desire.

hi. i know you miss me, right? haha. s-t-u-p-i-d. see the pic above, cute not? cute righttttt. lurbzxz.

i woke up this morning feeling super refreshed because i slept for 13 hours. :> from ytd 6pm i slept till today 7am. i wanted to just take a nap at 6pm one, but i woke up and saw the time, 5.29am, shit, continue sleeping la. wake up at 7am still can sit infront of the tv watch channelnewasia okay. hahaha.

school was alright. i didnt know that there's chem test today, failing it alr.

stayed back in school for art till 5pm. went running with kelly after that. shiok.

A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.

“ Sometimes when I look at you, and you’re looking back at me, I can see something. This hint of something more, something you’re feeling but can’t say. When our eyes meet, it’s like we’re instantly connected. And I know no one catches it but me and you, but I like it that way. It’s like our own little secret, a place we go to when everything around us is crazy and we just need some semblance of normal. God, your eyes are gorgeous. There are times when I want nothing more than to look you in the eyes, cause it’s when we’re looking at each other in silence that we end up saying the most. ”
(via-http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com/page/3)

I wont trade you for anything.

WA KANGHUIMIN! WHY YOU USE MY COMP GO THERE! wapiang. see alr sian diao. -.-

ok. first day of intensive programme. nearly died in school. very sleepy.

huimin came over to my house after school, was waiting for sylvia to get done with her lunch but sylvia very slow, so after slacking and using the comp she left for home. wait for sylvia until i sleep manzxz. went central cut hair, sylvia hair (Y) cute, sylvia i love you. :B

came home and i fell asleep on the sofa till 11pm. very tired.
okay, art art art art art art, im gonna love art, for this two weeks.

Do not be afraid. God has come to test you.