Hypnotism.

acer's day + teacher's day celebration. class spirit (Y).

back to class after the concert, gather the teachers in our class, shoabin & wayne performed for them. awesome. cut cake. stayed to play bball with last year's 5n1. lunch @ oppsite school with sylvia, sorry ah sylvia, really no energy walk you home. HAHA.

came home, took a nap. evening went j8 watched step up 3D with sister, very hao kan.

see, short post. tiring day. so sweet. :>

your precious blood.

Very tired.

ok. no energy for anything already. after this post, i go sleep. ok.

mondayyyyy. miss kaur and mr chew not here. i today then know thursday prelim start already! oh god. but anyway, thank god i got into e lee's english band, no more slacking during english period.

traumatised manzxz, i dont know what to do sia. take care hungzhou. 5n1 love you.

after school went central lunch, bought rope and went back to school. chitchatted. the guys used the rope to tie kevin on the chair, funny la but this time they more xiao xin alr. stayed in class, write dedications on the heart, pasted it outside staffroom. super coolzxzx. after that went central bought cake, went home and changed then went bhcc play bball with the neb guys.

strong and courageous. okok jiayou kong. goodnightzxzx.

Happy birthday robert.

yesterday , 28082010.
service, miaowen joined us. thank god for her, and thank god for debbie for bringing her. :> did a little bit of emaths.

celebrated robert's birthday. dinner @ pastamania. walked around town before heading to ps gv, watched grown ups. after movie, went to istana park, had jim beam. centrepoint mac then cab home from there, reached home at arnd 3+am. hungzhou did the taxi scene 2, he slept and slipped to his right again. robert's birthday was awesome, catch up with kelvin & elias. so long never see kelvin, he changed, very lame sia. buay tahan. hopefully robert enjoyed. :)

oh i need to thank kelvin and wilfred for cheering me up. thankyou.



woke up at 3pm today, shiok sia. evening went down ps starhub to settle my handphone bill thing, queue for veryyyy long. wanted to get blackberry bold, mom saw the iphone 4, ordered for me. HOHOHO. very happy sia. wait for the stock come can get alr. HEHE :> but wait, cannot so happy first, havent get it yet, my mom might back out. but nvm, i still love her. i dont want quarrel with her alr. love mommy kong.

9+pm went bhcc find wenbin, dexing, horngyih and benjamin, ben left first. played till 11pm, bought water and went home.

doorbell rang continuously, stop for awhile then ring again. eerie right, somebody still say he press one uh, nice one. LOL.

how can ever say enough, how amazing is your love.

THANKYOU.

it's friday. oh thank god, i lived through this week for him.

our days in zhonghua are numbered. im going to miss there so much. and mr lam's lameshits. ohhhh, mr ng asked whether i plan to go poly, he want to me go back zhonghua teach silkscreen next year, shuang de lor, but i scare kenna bully. HAHA.

what a friday. sad day. nadia leaving or more training in NIE, nadia warriors gonna miss her damn much. she's the best rocker teacher we ever had. so the english band made her a card, and bought her domokun stuff, bag and a massaging thing. she almost cry, WHY NEVER!

after the farewell, went to do my art, finish up last print. YEAH IM DONE with the final piece. but still need to do more la, like take photos, sewing. my god will pull me through! almost there kong!

nightstudy. went ah seah for sesame oil chicken with sylvia, walked there, hot like hell. thankyou for sending us back :> oh and sorry.

september's coming. how how how. aiya, heartache la.

stomachache siaaaaaa.

okkkk, my stomach very pain nao. i just went to shit.

hi thursday. physics pace in the morning. slept during POA, i slept 2 periods away. really not feeling well. sorry mr lam.

last english lesson with miss zhong. she gave us a domokun pen. ghost story telling. photo taking. im gonna miss her. i still remember the first few lesson with her, was at NE corner, im not that cooperative, give troubles, lazy and all. haha. so our english band is going to split into two, e Lee and Wtl. ohhmannnn, i wanna be nadia warrior!

after the last period, went up to It special room, find aaron, with cy and sylvia. chitchatted with him until he went into the waiting room for his oral.

went lunch with Fongfong @ srg central. mee hoon kway opposite ntuc, got cockroach sia! damn suay, going to finish up everything alr then saw it. disgusting. arghhh. after that fongfong went to jerome's lifegroup while i head back to school to find aaron.

went opposite school's coffeeshop. sat there with cy and aaron. talked about primary life, how much our ex-classmate changed and all. (Y).

last print for art alr. teeheezxz happy.

nightstudy, walked sylvia home. while walking home, saw jjay jogged past.

Nothing compare to the joy you bring.

I want to be child-like.

this is how i draw a horse. i doubt it's still pasted on the window of curtin university. haha. and and, moh's, wayne's and shujuan's. look at how "talent" we are.

okay. wednesday already. yes ah! weekend weekend weekend. i like when teacher praise me, i'll motivated to work harder.

need to complete art by this week, if not will have to drop it. think back, who made me want to do my art, who made me want to rush my art? ahaha, it's a joke. so i did my second print today, left with two.

went bhcc, played bball with nec and neb guys. dexing, anthony and jjay were there too. went back for night study at 7.30pm. did histroy sbq. (Y) imma good girl.

prata with kang and gohhy. mad, crazy, high. coolzxzx. i was trying to hide, behind the tree. then sylvia said "eh she gone missing alr, she go shit already." bth sia, i feel so joonhean. i didnt shit on my pants ok. walked sylvia home and then walked home alone. i like. :>

today's a bleeding spree. i want to put my nametag on this morning, accidentally poke my finger, it bleeds, and while im typing now, my middle finger hurts, cool. walked up to english class, stepped on a thumbpin, was trying to pull it out, yes, it's out, but i cut my index finger and it bleeds, nice. was playing with huimin's swiss knife(?), accidentally cut myself and it bleeds, awesome. triple kill. i didnt mean to hurt myself, but i like the pain. sound saddist but noooo im not. HAHA

Great peace have they who love your law, and nothing can make them stumble

fade away.

i hope you see this.

HI tuesdayyyyyy~

sciences practical for prelim 2 in the morning, die alr die. so stupid sia. sylvia best, she use the number of oscillation divided by time take to find one period. zai.

dont feel well. went home after recess. took medicine and slept. went back to school at 2pm for o level english oral. diseases. i think i wont fail. i wont right? aiya k la.

went J8 popular with kelly. bought stationary. back to srg, dinner opposite school. went sylvia's house, watched unriddle. after that went back to school for night study. poa cui. ok.

everything changed, FOCUS OK KONG! JIAYOU!

Giddy.

have been feeling giddy for the whole day. hehe, i kind of like the giddy feeling, like the world's spinning, high. was late for school, didnt go for SS pace. went to school at 8.50am, detentionnnn.

art str8 after the last period. never eat lunch, almost faint sia but thankgod, i didnt. so yes, i finished my first printing already, 3 more layers to go! JIAYOU KONG!

night study was (Y) today. quite slack. do english oral. see the class guys scare murzainy, and he went "what the f what the f." LOL. funny ttm. went prata with them after that.

shit shit shit, i very scare sia , very. tomorrow i'll be having english oral for O level, im the first one! oh god. and and, there's sciences practical for prelim 2. i'll do my best i'll do my best.

hi sunshine. :>

Marina bay sand hotel

after service on saturday, met vivian, went marina bay sand hotel and yeah! we stayed there for the night. (Y) nice place. was fooling arnd in the bathtub with V then pearlyn shouted fireworks, we ran out and made the whole room wet. the fireworks VERY PRETTY MANZXZXZ! sunday 6.45am, pearlyn woke all of us up, went swimming at the skypark. nice scenery.

checked out 1pm. went farrer park, watch the feetwasher vs trailblazers friendly match. trailblazers did their best, daryl very hiong sia. all are winners!

went home @ near to 7pm. stomachache first, so i went to sleep. woke up, felt super cold, but still went down for the 7th month thing, beside the fire i still felt cold. went back to sleep, woke up and felt hot. yes, im sick. fever @ 38.1 . headache ah headache. when im feeling very very sick, i think of you sia. hmm, HAHA.

i miss pearlyn, vivian and rowena (P's sister). awesome stay @ marina bay sand hotel. thankyou pearlyn, love you. thanks for everything. :>

ohhh ok, i didnt eat dinner just nowzxz, im hungry.

I need you more.

thank god it's finally friday. really very very very tired. jiayou bazxzx, left 50++ days to O level right? give my best ad god will do the rest. :>

sian friday, raining, no PE.

went for sports day before heading back to school for night study.

i need to rely on god more.
“I have set the LORD always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.”- Psalm 16:8

SHIT LA! VERY TIRED.

:< very tired you know, but i cant sleep now. shit it la, still got art research to do. my eyes are closing soon. lack of sleep and all. hang on kong, few months left! i got no extra time to think of it.

finally thurday, friday tomorrow! weekend's coming (Y).

ogay, let's see. late for pace. chemistry ssp after school. lifegroup @ jiayi's house. was super tired after chemistry ssp, lifegroup refreshed me, awesome people, fellowship. teeheezxz. played bball awhile before heading back to school for night study. after night study, sent kelly home.

okok. faster go research, I WANT TO SLEEP!

bye.

No other.

“ Sentimental music has this great way of taking you back. Somewhere at the same time it takes you forward, so you feel nostalgic and hopeful all at the same time. ” (via -http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com/)

okayyyy, i just got back from tpy. hehezxzx.

wednesday, got back O level chinese result, B3 distinction for oral. at first i had set my mind, after this time just dropped it only. when i heard the result, k la, the oral distinction make me shuang for awhile, then B3, sian ji pua. i think im gonna retake it, i think god is telling me to work harder, im almost there, close to A already. kong ah kong, stop being so lazy. "it doesnt matter how many times you took the paper, what matters is whether you got the result or not." (Y) .

off day from Art, mr ng went off earlier. YES AH!

went for night study, did sciences, finished up other schools exam paper.

walked home with kelly, sent her to her house downstairs then met wenbin, dexing and horng yih. went tpy play bball. i like to play bball, can release stress, release everything that's on my mind.

it's up to you, your choice. ni shi yi ge hen hao de peng you.

Im gonna be okay.

“ See, you know you have me, but I can’t say the same for you. I don’t know if I have you, or if I ever will. That’s what breaks my heart. I can’t spend my entire life waiting for you to decide what you want, or if you think we’ll make it. I just can’t. ” (via-http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com/)

stayed back for night study. went central with huimin, we shared dirty little secrets. okayyyy.

tomorrow taking back chinese O level result. woooo, not excited. k.

yeah i scare J! so funnyyyy.

okkk i woke up already. bye.
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Happy 18th Birthday Wenbin.

i want to sleep.

okay. im going to sleep early today, dont care who online already, just sleep only. im depressed. HAHA LOL! i emo, i think i very cool. lol, k crap. i want to sleep la!

monday no blues. (Y) in fact, i only slept for 3 hours plus and i dont feel tired until the last 2 periods.

arty farty, mixed a colour for the printing, left with 3. by this week please, please, please.

ctm @ n&b. after that walked back to school for night study but it rained. went interchange, take 105, saw robert there, took the bus together.

yes, so night study was hmmmm, not that good. stress ah stress. it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, my god is with me. gogogo

Hold on.

Happy 19th Birthday Rachel shepherdy.
met pearlyn first, then joselin and ruijun. bought rachel the body spray that she wanted, went to aston @ cathay for dinner. we celebrated joselin's birthday too, a belated one :)

came back to srg, went mac to find sylvia, moh and mx. slacked at interchange carpark with sylvia and clement. i like the crazy feeling. hmmmm, left first.

i fake it so well.

Jump.

Happy 17th Birthday vivienYyesterday was vivien's birthday, went fish &co @ amk to celebrate it, hope you like the balloonzzxzxz vivien :D i like sia! after dinner, vivien, huilin, shujuan and miaoxian left for home while the rest, sylvia, sherman, moh, wanjing, kelly, janicia and i went to play pool. played one game with andy.

we played till past 12am, no bus. can take cab home one, buttttt, we decided to walk home! cool to the max i tell you, after i reach home, my leg ache like hell. today morning wake up, tired like hell. so kelly and i was like run/jog/walk back. we ran away from moh while she's trying to catch up with us. HAHA. good experience.

talked to kelly, (Y) almost step on a cockroach. i love kelly la. hahahahahaha! sent her to her lift there then walked home.

PI (II) today! the musical's really great. after that went ps with jeannie and my sister, saw linjunjie, jeannia keep looking at him la! then he thought we want take photo with him or something, but no. haha! went back meridien to find the nebs, did some poa and dylan's maris stella emaths paper.

met pearlyn after that, went 313 to find baoer, passed her something. very long never see her alr. mizz her. took mrt with pearlyn, sent her to kovan, sat down and talk. she really encouraged me a lot, a lot. now i just need to overcome this, resist it! love you pearlyn.

& today! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Josiah lim chenyee! build more cute muscles.

serve to the fullest, i live for god.

IM A LONER IN SCHOOL TODAY!

Hi Mc girl. want to see my today's post right. want to see whether i miss you or not right? awwww, yes i do. HAHA. ^^

yes, im a loner in school today, sylvia and huimin didnt go to school today, slacker! sick win already lor.

had detention after school, sat there for 40 minutes, do self-study, do physics worksheet and read up the social studies textbook. back home @ 3.30pm. had lifegroup, gabriel and eugene joined us. went to bhcc after lifegroup, played bball. after that went to the 1.50$ chicken rice shop, slacked slacked.

tomorrow is fridayyyyyyyyyy!! WOOHOO!

YAHWEH.

Hi sylvia, get well soon. dont get too hot, i might not be able to control myself. what sia, think until where, i mean i might not be able to control myself for caring more for youuuuu. lurb euuzxz arhzxz.

it's wednesday! first day of school for this week. shuang man, 2 more days to weekend. back to the art life, went for art after school, bought tub and make the printing stuff, prep boards and all.

met pearlyn, studied at mac. at first she like very serious. but after i said "kai xin jiu hao lor." then she went crazy man, keep laughing and say "kong say kai xin jiu hao." LOL. walked her to the mrt.

YYahweh.

Your love will never fail.

Hi, today no need go school (Y) thank god.
woke up by the drilling sound from downstairs, building of new lift.

sat infront of the comp, millionaire city, facebook, sow. 5pm went central n&b, while walking there saw neb's guys and nec's guys playing bball. had publicity meeting for upcoming shepherd's retreat, blessed. did a video, got problem uploading it.

went mac to find sylvia and moh, tried very hard to study, yes! i studied a bit of history, cold war. okay, im having cold war with my mom now.
moh:" wa i studied for 12 hours." sylvia and i went (Y), continue walking.
me:"WOW! i studied for 12 minutes!" then i went (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)~ ;>

i thank god for today. interact with unfamiliar ppl like alicia ho from nea. (Y)

yes, going back to school tomorrow. PI (II) is just 3 days away, outreach, outreach outreach! GOGOGO

your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness. you loved a people undeserving.

Beautiful life.

I Y singapore!

Hi! im back from the Nationday parade. teeheezxz.

we reached cityhall at 1+pm, while waiting for ms estee to reach, we went to xinwang taiwan for food. (Y). oreo milk tea naise. after ms estee reached, we walked to padang, reached there too early, stood at the entry for like 45 minutes, hot die. entered, goodies bag, under the hot sun, sunburnt. the aunty who sat beside me is really coolzxzx, she sheltered me from the hot sun, i fan her with cool air. unity uh unity. LOL. can see clement and shermaine clearly /*tikoface.

overall ndp live is awesome. better than andypee.

i really want to thank my sheep, Yyuxuan. was feeling really lousy this few days. during the ndp just now, i received a text from her, an affirmation from her. "your presence means everything to me" boostboostboost! :> i feel so blessed, blessed by people around me, cutie pies from god. im gonna be strong, i wont collapse.

i dreamt last night, machiam inception like that. i dreamt of something, woke up, text someone. then i forced myself back to sleep, i dreamt of that someone replied me, then i woke up to check my phone but there's no message.

and i think because this few days i feel like drinking. i dreamt that sylvia and i went drinking. vodka + greentea. we keep drinking and drinking. then we called clement to pay the bill for us. LOLTTM.

find someone better.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JEROME SEE!

Lies.

Hi sunday. i slept for 13 hours and im happy. i was awake at 9.30am, i heard the doraemon theme song played from the tv downstairs, "so early", i forced myself back to sleep and woke up next at 2.30pm. shiok to the max.

had brunch, bathed, slacked infront of the comp. met sylvia 4.30pm, went mac to do a bit of POA, Physics, English and Emaths. quite distracted. cant focus.

while walking home with sylvia, nothing to do, went to talk to the cat, but... obvious right, the cat ran away.

came home, something happened. felt really helpless, hopeless. so embarrassed, i called clement wanting to ask him something but i broke out. paiseh. thought of going for a run, wanted to go alone, but sister insisted that she want to tag along. thanks sister, love you very much. played bball with cheeli, junhong and yuxuan for awhile after that.

maybe that's a way to drift away.

Stop expecting change, he’s just a lost cause that you’re waiting on. Take a look around, you could have anyone. So leave undeserving him. via - i daryoutoclickthis.tumblr.

You're my freedom.

PI service was awesome. olivia and jingling joined us. grace too. challenge myself really to step out of my comfort zone to talk to them, i tired. really hope they enjoyed the performances and all. sorry for the harshness too. :>

played some games after lunch, i got the forfeit. this is the first time i feel excited doing forfeit. 'once upon a time' story. excited yes, but very paiseh. HAHA.

ctm after that.

met sylvia at amk, had dinner @ popeye. walked around hub then home. i feel like (B). sent sylvia home.

i love to walk home alone. that is when i can reflect on everything, a lot of thing. hmmm.

i'll save my smile for you.

Give us your eyes Lord.

im going to sleep alone in the room tonight! or rather from tonight onwards. grandma moved her bed to that empty room already. i dont know to feel happy or what. i'm afraid to sleep alone, very lonely. happy because i can have slumber party with my friends. i dont care, i will persuade grandma to move back and sleep with me.

national celebration in school. (N). bored to the max. like having singapore's history lesson like that okay. only until the chior part, mr lee choon kiat made a fool out of himself by taking the small flags, wave it like retard. jump up and down some more (Y). high.

Lg @ jiayi's house. spag for food. ''very good, no worries.'' -konghuiming. i think my sister damn cool.

sports day after that, didnt play bball, the court a lot of people. waited for pearlyn outside her tuition centre, mizz her. :> helped her pray for her contact, and yes! the contact going ess tomorrow! powerful righttttt, mighty kong. LOL!

met sylvia, accompanied her to dinner @ ahseah. went to bishan after that, to look for her national day shirt, cant find any. (Y) i love talking to sylvia gohhy, muacks.

not hate, it's just disappointed.

Because sometimes life gets dark and we lose our way.

You're the love that frees us.

Hi stalkers from everywhere. find this interesting? join us! :>

okay, i had a hard time doing the announcement/ bulletine.

finally! thursday already. tomorrow friday, celebrating national day in school, NO NEED STUDY! YESSSSSSSS! but got elearning thing, right? oh yes! no worksheets and textbooks.

chem practical ssp after school (Y). after that went art for awhile, thank god, mr ng not in school. dont need stay till 6.30pm. can go off earlier!

went to support yuxuan for her debate thingy. YES! her group won. goooooo xuanz! played bball with neb guys after that, i feel soccer today. i think i injured my toe while kicking it just now. played bball with wenbin, anthony, dexing and benjamin too. (Y)

i started my day by feeling troubled but thank god, he sent cutie pies into my life. at the end of the day, i feel sooooo trouble-free. i've found the solution.

stinkbomb.

had english prelim 2 oral today. (N)

sometimes what my sister say really make sense. the feeling of waiting for something is not good. we need to be initiative.

ok no mood blog. bye.

empty feeling.

i survived today! you know, you know, you know! while walking to school today, i actually planned to ask grandma to picked me up after recess then i could skip 3 art periods and maths time practice test. very slack i know, but i didnt! i survived, PERSEVERE.

supposed to have 3 test, english, chem and emaths. but thank god! no chemistry test, only writing of equations. shuang manzxzx.

met yuxuan, first time give her shepherding as in teaching kind, very nervous, tongue twisted like the twister fries i tell you, k kidding. (Y) talked to yuxuan, vry happy. very excited! we gonna do it!

went running with sister after that. running can really release your stress, can put down everything too, at least for that moment.

monday going marina bay sands to stay over with Ypearlyn. teeheezxzx.

Life to the fullest.

T.I.R.E.D AHH!

yes, im not late for school today. but one more time, i'll get suspension from class for one day.

as usual, art after school.

played bball with yihao, shuan and the neb guys. after that, sat down beside the court, slacked with the neb guys, talked about n level, o level and friends.

i just realised i got 3 tet tomorrow. hectic day. sleeping early today. i slept at 3am on sunday night and today, i died in class.

mistakes.

I dont dare to look at you.

super shuang manzxzx, the whole day it was raining/drizzling, good weather for sleeping. woke up at 12.15pm. (Y)

ctm @ hougang mall, happy that yuxuan's joining the ctm, i know she can do it, goooooooo xuanz!
met sister after that, walked arnd hougang mall to get jeannie's birthday present.

met sylvia to study @ mac, then ah, dont know why, got one gay follow her. ahduiiii. HAHA joking la. he's sad yet he still joke around with us. good gay sia, go where find someone so gay you tell me, the gay-est person on earth. correct ma WORZXZX? LOL!

drizzling while walking sylvia back home, hold on to sylvia, awwww so sweet. lurb euuuu la. LOL.


clement look like some bear. especially when he stood outside the glass panel. like polar bear in the zoo. ROFL

Joyful.

friday

stayed back in school for art till 6+pm. met sylvia, moh, wj, andy, vivien and sherman at chompchomp > frolick > park, played games, forfeit drink vodka +f&n grape. i Y the forfeit. very happy.

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saturday

service. le meridien, slacked > flea with vivian, pearlyn, yuxuan, debbie and sis. > srg >yishun, grandmother's house. grandmother's birthday, she said she's happy that sister and i went up to her house, brought her her fav food, visit her and all. i was touched. dinner at northpoint. while eating dinner, i asked sis, "will you face the persecution with me?" she nodded her head.

xinwang @kovan with sylvia. (Y) i love talking to her. we talked about something that reminds us of how me and her quarrel. we will qaurrel for a bit, then either sylvia or i will say this, "ok la ok la my fault la sorry la." then we will okay alr. ohhhh, like very long never quarrel with her alr. HAHAHA. good ah good. so silly.

Hi shirubia. i lurb euuuuuu to the max okay, euuu arrr, onlizxzx euuu lerhsdzxzx. you're awesome. despite how people bad mouth about you, eg. your powerful vulgarities, your auntyness, your pimples, tranny. you still want to be yourself, dont know to feel good for you or bad sia. HAHA. thankyou for being yourself. thankyou for all the advices you gave me which i sometimes heck care about it, my loss. thankyou for being there, telling me not to care, to comfort me. dont be sad okay. i will be there for you too. when ppl say your vulgarities very powerful, i will "sylvia tokong okay, bo bei zao". when they say you're very aunty, i will tell them "not she aunty, is you all childish". when they say about your pimples, i will tell them "you want also dont have". when they say you tranny, i will tell them "shut up shemale" right in their face. okay ah, love me okaizxzx. 8)