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had design school orientation this week, camp ohana, from monday to thursday. at first i thought i wont like it, because like dont know anyone. but after we know one another, super awesome man! we start to disturb/bully each other. haha.

all the cheering/shouting/walking/running/jumping/dancing/ghost story/dirty jokes it's never enough, wish i could i have more of it. well, it's super duper awesome. feel super blessed to be in Tp design school, super happening one. hahahahahaha.

Yachi- Yata. (L)

cant wait for monday, go to school, go to class. drawdrawdraw. drawEss & idea for the first two modules. pray hard i will enjoy sketching, dungggg. i hate drawing, i hate sketching.

easter svc -signature later! it's gonna be an awesome one!

oh ya, i had dinner with mom just now, feels really awkward to go out with her only. i dont know what to talk to her. hahahaha. i think all children love their mom more than they hate their mom, or is it just me? hahaha.

got to go shaomu at mandai before going to svc later. alrighttt. goodnight. :D

I dreamt of you.

I've no idea whether you will see this. Well.. this is for you. i still think of you once in a blue moon, you're still there. you are actually a simple person, lyrics describes you, but you made yourself so complicated. I've tried so many times to please you, I'm not going to do it again. Done trying. Tftmph.

This is it.

There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything.

ZZ

like seriously, i searched high and low around the house for the thumbdrive just to send you your songs, then i get that kind of treatment/ attitude from you. wait very long not happy is it? then go download yourself la!? ask other people help you la. wtheck.

dont be a nice person, they will take you for granted. syl.

i wish i can do what others do. what can you do? where the hell are you!

...

seriously you oi simi? dont want give me money go out, nevermind, i stay at home. i on the fan, you say help dad save electricity bill, nevermind, let you off. then still what? what you oi for? sit at a corner use comp, offended you is it?

thank god for black swan! entertained me for an hour plus. it's a nice show, but a lot of gory and sex scenes. dylan ng said that girl dance like a retard. yayaya.

arrrr what a monday.

No turning back.

My heart was cold. Cold, dead and ugly. I didn’t know what anything meant. I didn’t know who I was. I didn’t know what meaning and purpose my life had. Then You came, sweeping me off my feet, and You breathed new life into my heart. You showed me what it meant to have a real heart. A real Love alive in me. You sparked that fire within me; a Fire I’d never had, never known. Although I’d never known You, Your unfamiliarity brought me no discomfort. You brought me joy. You brought me peace, You brought me comfort, You brought me home. You made me realise that home was in Your infinite embrace, in the arms of my Beloved. You reignited the deepest passions within me, and instilled newer compassions. Your infinite knowledge, wisdom and power brings me hope, as I know You’ll keep teaching me, and I’ll keep trusting You. Abba, Father, what a Saviour You are. You made this sinful, dirty, abused person Your very own Beloved, and a daughter of Your very own; an Heiress to Your Kingdom. Selah. I am still. I will be patient. I am learning. And I will learn to love like You Love Your people. Like You love Your church. You are teaching my heart to break with what breaks Yours. I am Yours, evermore, in Love, forever Lord. Let Your Will be done, Father. Let Your people awaken, and change the world in Your name. Salt and light, as You have called, we shall be.

"sit at my right hand until i make your enemies a footstool for your feet."

Blessed.

blessed to be in the Tp family. :D

had Tp combined Lg this week, went to marina barrage. sun burnt, become more tanned already. arrrrrrr. but thats not the point, hahahah, had fun there with the Tp people, especially sharmine, talked to her for the first time, she's actually very friendly! thank god.

shoooooo happyyyyyy. :3