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2011 was yesterday, cool.

2011 was a year when i learned and experienced a lot of new stuff. turned 18, club, transferred to polydins, backslided from god, lost friends, know new friends know who cares and who doesn't. im still stucked there though. and my classmates!

quite like going to club, with drinks of course, maybe because it allows me to stop thinking for awhile. was not very willing to transfer to polydins, but well i think i learn a bit from there, learned to be independent with my walk with god and of course i make new friends there, people whom i never thought of getting close with like jessalyn, my crime buddy :D. hmm, sometimes when i dont care, thats when i think god is not really a must in my life. yea, i lost friends, i find it quite stupid though, but yes i still think of a few of them, like sylvia and kelly. think only la. and yes, im still stucked there, i tried getting out, dont seems to be working. im being forced to make new friends because those who left me were those who were close with me. laugh with charlotte, annoyed tulasi and melia, complain to yeehuey, irritated by another ivan yeah ivan oon, smoking mate baoxuan and zhihao. ok, my poly life like start later. ololol.

not forgetting huimin and shiwei, i think we talk about everything. and tried new thing like sitting beside the bridge and eat durian. lurbz la.

i think harder because i speak or do something now, if i dont think, lazy would be the excuse i use. bad manz.

new year resolution, i dont have any. because i dont resolution like stop smoking, stop drinking or stop spending so much money. pointless.

ok thats all.
hello 2012.

30.11.11

Hi


Hi, reached school too early, nothing to do, so yaaaaaa.

welllll, i knew that day will come like sooner or later.

anyway, had a bad day yesterday. quarrels, cigg crushed, 1.5 hours of sleep. damn.

23.9.11

Hi im back! :D

okok, he's always there to hurt me and im always that stupid to get trick. forget ittttt.

mom's super cute. she knows about it and keep on comforting me.
it's obvious that i cried but she asked :"wa, cold until got flu ah?"
hehe

god really place people into your life for a reason. really want to thank god for siewling. receive a text of encouragement from her just now, when im feeling damn low. it really makes me feel better. in fact, this is not the first time she text me like that. :') sorry for being such a troublesome sheep.
i miss jade, i miss fiona.

god, i miss you.

6.7.11

Hi. i dont know what to post. follow me on tumblr.

http://gaspingforairfromlaughing.tumblr.com/

kthxbai.

29.6.11

i fit in to no where, i dont belong there. should just leave yes?

24.6.11

Thankyou God.

learn the secret of being contented in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. i can do everything through him who gives me strength.

19.6.11

where's my holidayyyyy?

Hi. busy like a bee, looking for honey. D: whatever.

kkk, i have an awesome dad. friday, went for 5n1 bbq, came home at 4+am, without keys. phone no batt, cant call home. doorbell spoilt, knocked the door till my hand pain, gave up, went to sylvia house's, borrowed her phone and called home. i think my dad heard about it, today after he went to buy a new doorbell and fixed it up. <3 <3 <3

monday still got to go back to school. wo hen lei ah. :(

you are not the only one who's confused and stressed about life. suck it up dude.

i dont need hypocrites to care for me. care more for yourselves k.