HA HA. now that you've seen your own son's result with your own eyes, want me to save/help him alr huh? who's the one who told your own son " dont force you, let you study on your own." you, you were the one. every time i asked him to off the comp and study, what did you say ? "dont force him la, he will study one." yes, he studied siaaaaa, look at his result. i told you to scold him already, dont listen. you want to see your son retain right, ok noted.

shall wait and see.

thank god.

wow! got to tell everyone this man! god is good, ALL THE TIME!

was panicking about what to draw for my remaining 5 pages of sketchbook and A2, at 2.15am! so i was listening to some praise and worship songs, then some ideas came into my mind and boom*! i finished the remaining 5 pages of sketchbook in 15 minutes and i did 4 extra pages! LOL k la 4 only.

i also got ideas for A2, which i did before in secondary school, in A3 size paper though. but i trust in god! i'll do my best, god will do the rest!

waaaa really thankful mannnnnnn. God indeed is the best provider. :')

Jeremiah 17:7-8, “Blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in Him. They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.”

wts

i didn't even take her money but she keep insisting that she put it on the table. seriously, every time talk about money, she's the one who loves to make everything damn complicated and said "headache."

after talking to me for 30mins, thinking where the hell your money go, you still think i took your money.

im not the one that want to talk about money when we talk, it's you. you keep thinking that i want to spend all your money, every time i open my mouth and talk to you , you'll be like "every time you talk to me, jiu mei you hao shi." you dont know how i feel when you says that. |||

Come back.

i just want to stay by your side because God i know you are the best comforter, the best listener.

i know you want me to depend on you more, you want me to be stronger than before, lord i'm trying, i've never depend on you so much in my life before.

what im facing now is temporary right?

God, bring my friend back.

If this is what you want.

i dont know if i dont have enough sleep or if im stress, damnnnn, im sick again. sucky feeling.

that feeling, you care for her so much yet she doesnt care and just continue doing it. every time i think of it, i will feel damn sad, i tear. as if i've lost a friend. well, losing i guess. im losing you. i dont want to say too much, im afraid i will lose you like i lost G as my goodfriend.

note this, im sad. not emo.

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Hi. 1 week of poly life has passed, i can only say that its super tiring, school start at 9am and ends at 3pm for this block which is four weeks. and i have 2 subjects in this block. 50 pages of sketches. 3 hours of drawing in school, last time in zhss 1.5 hrs i complain alr.

and i guess everything's changing. lesser time to hang out with sec schoolmates, got to get use to it i think. this is life. sad life. haha.