Glory

didnt post ytd, sylvia asked me to go to bed when i reached home, NO COMP FOR ME. i reached home @ 11.45pm ytd, and slept at near to 1am, revising for chinese paper k, not watching tv.

Hope conference's good, got to know more people from neb, learned, refreshed, moved on. god is good.

great, chinese paper 1&2 today. supposed to wake up at 6.30am and reached school at 7.30am, but you know, i snoozed my alarm until it didnt even ring. thank god i got a morning call from lwb, thanks man! early in the morning, phone got spam by messages. i like it. HAHA

paper 1 the questions all like crap, quite difficult, but manageable, i was stuck on the compo. gong han is praise the person, heng manzxz. i cant think of any name to write, looked in front, saw ivan, i wrote sixiong, ivan wrote jianxiong(kev +him), sylvia wrote my name, sylvia get full marks alr la.

paper 2's okay, questions hard to understand, but can la. kk, dont say until so happy first, get lower than b3 can go die alr.

after the papers, went home, prepared, went shaw house lido for zhss movie sneak preview. quite cool, whole theatre zhss ppl. furry vengeance (Y) h-i-l-a-r-i-o-u-s. after movie, walked arnd town with sylvia, huimin and ziheng. went to find huimin's mom then she sent us home. :>

& hey huimin! i did my english homework. cool ah!

life's good, im gonna move on and it will be better. :B

Never have to worry what tomorrow will bring.

hi. im back from first day of Hope conference. very tired.

reached suntec convention @ 8.45am. whole day only had one meal. and the hall's damn cold. bring jacket tmr. took 133 back, wrong route, took another 133, machiam like sitting on roller coaster, jerky. sit until headache.

tmr morning 8.30am going sk's burgerking find mr huang first, then afternoon go for hope conference.

not enough sleep. i want to sleep. more sleep. if only there's 28 hours a day, 10 hrs sleep, 10 hrs in school, 3 hrs comp+tv, 2hrs have meals, 3 hrs slack. see 28hours bu shi hao, still got time slack. k lame.

i was tired just now, like very. then huilin showed me someone's fb profile, waa high, really like excited only. super energetic now.

He's the mystery that sets me free.

actually i should feel happy for you.

Nonsense.

hi. im back from sentosa. im black.

we played captain's ball and frisbee. the sun's not my friend today, very the hot. sun block didint help much. saw sherman there, he went there with his classmates. hen qiao ah.

ohhh, we were playing volleyball, the ball roll off and just nice a indian guy walked past, he kicked the ball back to us, normal reaction, say 'thankyou' right? i said thankyou and that guy keep turns back many times and grinned at us with his super white teeth. we laughed at him, he still continued to turn back and grin at us. thinking back, i think we're not laughing at how many times he turned back, but his teeth. LOL

dinner @ vivo with sis.

the sunburnt hurts a lot. i need to wake up at 7am tomorrow. teehee. baizx

HAHAHAHAHAHH! laugh until my front teeth dropping. but seriously, i think lower sec that time i look very cool. LOL like really cool.

Shackled.

29 days more to go. :>

thursday, last day of school of the term. but, sec 4/5 where got such thing one! if i dont complete my art in two weeks time, i think i will have to go back to school everyday during june holiday. weehoo.

had class photo taking, it's quite cool, like we got the big banner and flag. and the class tee for the funshot. (Y)

didnt have time practise today, just some briefing and translating the english words to chinese characters. there's one word 'jay walk' then sylvia went 'lin shan zhou lou' zzzz lol. stayed back in school till 6.30pm to do another chinese paper 1. mac with huimin after that.

tmr tmr tmr, sentosa. hello sun, please dont be so friendly tomorrow, be a bit shy, hide behind the cloud, okay?

TAHAHAHAHHAHA! sylvia goh, almost there. it's ending.

Pictured those perfect memories.

'i know you're my teacher, so i respect you.' -TU.

huimin:"next time i want my brother name his child er ru.''
me:"why?"
huimin:"you read it with the surname."
me:"kangerru? (kangeroo)"
ZZZ TTM

chinese time practise was (N). bored until sylvia's brain stop working properly.
we were released late today, so we dont have time to go for lunch and all.
me:"you eat alr?"
sylvia:(nodded her head)
me:"huh what you eat?"
sylvia:(shook her head)

GSS'S COMING!

oh oh oh! i mentioned the school's rewarding the students who showed improvement in their studies with movie tix right! WOOHOO! i got it! improved but, but cmi. L1B4 from 38 to 28. now i got two tix, anyone want free movie? HAHA

your name's the last name i would want to see now.

Alternate reality

hi tuesday.

we had a talk in the morning @ auditorium. 8 june got booster programme. after the two weeks of intensive programme the school's gonna give each grads class a sum of money, then we go enjoy as a class. shiok. the school's also rewarding the students who showed improvement in their studies by giving them the 30$ movie tix. heard that mr lee ck gave sylvia and i 4 tix. :O

skipped chinese time practise. very hot. mr ang want to see those who skipped today's session. aiya, whatever.

evening went running with sis @ stadium. night met sylvia and jinguan, slack slack @ kampong park.

sibei tired.

Nostalgia

i faked the timing of this blog post.

i got back my english compre alr, cui like hell, 1/25. i only got 16/25 for summary, 17/50. failed. overall i got 46/100. wtheck.

home str8 after chinese time pract, not feeling well, wanted to take a 10minutes nap, then do homework after that. but if you know me very well, you will know my 10minutes of nap will never be 10minutes. in the end i woke up at 10pm to do homework.

bad mood, no mood. while i was doing my hmwk just now, my bro sat infrom of me, took out the bottle of bubble i bought that day, he started to blow the bubbles towards me. he's trying to irritate me by switching off the fan and light, but the moment he blew the bubbles, HAHA I LAUGH LIKE HELL. then he went 'crazy ah you, laugh what laugh, shut up la.' my bro never fails to cheer me up manzxzx. holiday bring him go shoppingzxz again.

slight fever now + sunburnt, very the hot. aircon aircon aircon. the earth's sick.

One day i’ll forget about you. you’ll see, i won’t even miss you.

sushi sucks!

okay, sunburnt alr. so red now. itchy.

Lg at marina barrage, asked sis along, and she did! i dont know whether my sis really enjoyed it, she said 'okay la', her sunburnt worse than mine, can see the colour diff clearly. (Y)

met sylvia, chenyee, kevin and jiaquan at night, dinner first then went mac to study, but all no feel study, did a bit of emaths, then chat alr. jq left first. cy, s, k and i got nothing to do, we go ntuc, shop n save walked one round. walked past axs machine, saw the NDP ticket thing, put our IC no. to like take the tickets or something, aiya dont know how to say.

k left after a while, cy, s and i walked towards s's house. cy left to find his sis. sent s home.

18

Sees the pain in your eyes.

i told miss tan i will go back to school @ 8am for maths time prac, in the end, i snoozed my clock for 30 minutes ans i was late for an hour. i was late for maths, so i cant leave earlier. i left school at 11.30am, chiong home , bathed and all then cabbed down to nexus for ESS.

'when the bell rings' was great, the iron man look a bit weird though, but still (Y). first neb service, not use to it yet, awkward.

after svc, went flea with pearlyn and yuxuan, first was @ youthpark there, after that went to singpore flyers there, there's flea there too. after walking for very longggggg, and leg aching like madddddd, we took circle line back to srg. P went home, YX went home.

met clement and sylvia for dinner. after the bball with 5N109 guys.

k, paiseh, lazy to blog. very tired.

tmr marina barrage for lg, pray hard that it dont rain. fly kite fly kite fly kite.

Everyone's heartbroken nowadays, i mean, we all just gotta move on. what's the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while, when they're no longer who they used to be? when their heart is somewhere else? do you think they still care for you, still sit there thinking about you? frankly speaking, they don't.

Choked up

Ni hao.
worst friday ever.

pace in the morning, i wanted to go school earlier for that, i mean i did tried, i set my alarm at 6am, but i only woke up at 7am. bad habit, i love to snooze my alarm.

PE, 're-ran' 2.4km because I FAILED BY 13SECONDS! naise right ==. so huimin and i was walking and talking all the way. (Y)

mr lee came to our class, asked for volunteer to sell the movie tickets which cost 30$, sylvia never think of the price then she went 'ON ON ON' smart, after school, we were stucked in school trying to sell the tix, failed, not even one sold! we cannot be salesperson next time. business collapse. we were stucked in school till like 7pm, half dead. went opposite to find sj, wj and j for awhile then went home.

tmr ess. hais. :C

at least we tried.


“ Your first love. You know who I’m talking about, because I bet you read the words, “first love,” and that one boy just came to mind. There’s nothing like that first boy you were afraid to love. That one boy you knew it was love, despite what others said. That one boy who changed your expectations and that one boy who you compare all the future boys with. Because deep down inside, you knew he was the one. The one who set the standards for love. (via poeticheartache)

Endurance

this week's a busy week.

for art lesson today, we sat outside the art room for lesson, do our own work. the art room's invaded by mosquitoes. but sit outside art room also no use, the mosquitoes love us too much, it fly out, so the whole two periods we sit there feed the mosquitoes only. i killed two. hehe.

during chemistry lesson today. we were like saying melvyn style his hair, spiky and all. then ivan go disturb, 'waaa spiky sia mrs ang.'
mrs ang :' then what's yours ivan.'
ivan :'bowling head.'
everyone really LOL. if he never say we also never realised his hair style look like bowling. funny. HAHA

1.50pm met yuxuan, went outreaching outside school before going to chinese time pract at 2.30pm. yeah, thank god. :>

time pract was crap. i took 45 mins to complete the whole paper, anyhow la. then very sian. so halfway through the paper, i went out of school to buy sweets. (Y)

after time pract, went tpy for dinner with huimin, sylvia and alan. after dinner we went to the garden beside the coffeeshop to 'exercise'. LOL

took a bus back to srg with sylvia after that. HTHT at her block's void deck. it's good. teehee.

yes or no only.

“ No one ever said that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. As you start to realize, people who once said they cared can stop in an instant and those people who once made you the happiest, are now the ones who make you cry. You realize that no matter how much you care about someone, that doesn’t mean they will care about you, and that letting go of something isn’t hard, it’s what you leave behind that’s the hard part. You realize that you can’t make someone love you and you’d be better off not falling in love in the first place. You realize that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made. (via poeticheartache)

Worn out.

im very tired today, extremely.

woke up at 6am today, met up with sylvia and janicia, then we trained to nyp for sports carnival. i thought nyp very near my house, near is near, but wth, need to walk so longggggggg then reached, from the yck station. sherman came to look for us and chat for awhile before going back for his lesson. so yes, almost everyone in the class's participated, like cheering, running, kicking of soccer and netball. 5N1! G.O goal, HUAT AH! sorry but did anyone noticed that whenever jiaquan kick soccer in some sports day or interclass, he will get fed up and dulan? yes right. but nevermind, well done guys! :> and the GIRLS! WOOHOO! we got third in netball, it's good alr la. better than nothing right~ lovezxz 5N1

dismissed at arnd 12nn. we went to the toilet first before leaving nyp. and when we were about to walk out of the toilet, ivan walked in sia! then when he realised he stepped into the girl's toilet, he face stunned , walked out, and he started laughing, like joke la. LOL. he heng k, he saw us and not other girl.

went amk, lunch @ mos burger with janicia and sylvia. evening went running @ moh's house with kelly, went home to bath then went nexus to do decor. i kind of like to have the tired feeling after doing so much things in one day. shuang.

huimin's a lucky girl. hai.

Peacemakers who sow in peace raise a harvest of righteousness.

Unjust.

marking day, dont have to report to school at 7.20am but we have to go back to school for chinese mock test. it's crap.

went mac with sylvia and ivan after that. ivan lovezx to bully people, he'll feel that he achieved something after that. we sat at mac trying to jack each other, annoying only. but funny. cute babies.

went bishan cafe cartel, planned ot study with huimin. we ended up talking about crazy stuff and only do a bit of poa.

evening went nexus for decor, did decor for the the upcoming ess. (Y) fun. & i got to know more people. :>

tmr,tmr. sports carnival. planned to meet at 6.45am, like super early. normal school day i also havent wake up yet la. 'early better than late' okok, i'll wake up earlier. hai.

Unified, hear us cry at the top of our lungs.

Unsearchable

Monday, i just realised mr lam wore blue today. zz.

we wont have to study for the next two days, nice right. we only have to go back to school for chinese mock text tomorrow and wednesday sports carnival at nyp. argh.

got back midyear's chinese paper today. i did badly. overall 58/100. nvm 13 more days, after that i dont have to write chinese words alr. i regretted retaking it.

OH! I SOMETHING REALLY STUPID TODAY! we were at the auditorium, mr ng then chinese teacher asked us to text him, so he could saved our number in his phone. so i took out my phone, 'hi mr ng, im kong huiling.' i sent it to mr ng. after i sent that message, i realised i sent it to the wrong mr ng! i sent it to the art teacher instead! mr J ng. i faster send another text to mr j ng saying that i send it to the wrong mr ng, but before the message's send, nr j ng replied 'yes huiling, what can i do for you?' I TELL YOU! that moment, i really feel like digging a hole and hide inside. tiansheng heard that i sent to the wrong ng, he laughed like mad can. walao paiseh like hell. luckily tomorrow marking day, dont have to go for art. wapiangzxz.

talked to huimin on the phone just now, for 48 minutes. HAHA. (Y). going out to study with her tomorrow. encore.

Life's good. :>

C:

okay, sunday. boring day.
study plan failed. i forgot to bring books home.

evening went j8 with janicia, bought her socks, walked arnd.

whole day got nothing to do, looked for the photos which was taken when im young. we look quite hilarious in the photos. like funny only.

see the change? cool right. HAHA

hai. bye.

i think it's true.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. you'll have your heart broken and you'll break other's hearts. you'll fight with your bestfriend or maybe even fall in love, so take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, telling someone that they mean with them to you and tell someone off, speak out, dancing in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, being a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

(via- http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com/)

Maximise

today morning, was woke up by stomachache. i looked at the time, 10.50am, shit. so i rushed to the toilet to shit and bathed. & i got to thank god for the stomachche, because if i didnt have stomachache, i will be really late for service. thank god.

HAHA!

ok, NEC2 last svc together. quite sad la, but we are changing for more great things right. after svc, slacked at meridien, walked to centrepoint with pearlyn, bought ice cream, thanks ah pearlyn. 6.30pm, went to YWCA for shepherds meet. audio preaching by pastor jeff. trained back to srg with the guys and chloe.

sunday = rest/hmwk day.

:<

It's gonna be.

Hi, i just got back from NEC farewell, and im tired, i stinks. short post, short post.

had PE, netball with the guys, shaobin taking the ball, i geykiang stand beside him want take the ball, he turned, i fell. left kneecap still hurt and it bleed a little just now. after school played with the girls at the open space outside our classroom. shiok.

last nec2 lg @ my house. we did cards only, no games. nvm, we still spent time doing cards together. :>

evening, went to NEC farewell.

it's fun, like the games, first few was too lazy to play because got to run around, but i played the crocodile game, and im the crocodile:/. we had lots of fun together and i like it. at first it was drizzling a little, then we prayed for the rain to stop, and it did. thank god.

arnd 10+pm, we left. walked vivian to central's bus stop with rachel. then home-ed.

& i really got to thank stephanie for helping me, for willing to book the pit for us. :> thanks a lot.

tomorrow's last nec2 service, then there will be a new start.

Making decisions soaked with fear.