short update before i go back to my chemistry. thank god i've got ruijun! meeting her later, im gonna clear all my doubts on chemistry.

btw, i think my emaths paper, badly done. so dead. got to work hard for other subjects. 15 more days and it'll be over, hang on kong.

had lifegroup just now at my place. thank god for sister, she cooked the food, i think she woke up at 7am to go to the market and all. effort 100% (Y).

got O levels like no O levels like that. everyday still the same. read and revise a bit only. no hardcorezx study. still can play bball, and i sprained my leg, it still hurts now. awww. LOLTTM.

cant wait for 12 nov. party all day!

k. going back to my chemistry already. baiiizxz.

How long more?

Zooweemama.

Hi. i used to look forward to fridays and saturdays, now i still look forwards to it but not for the same reason. hehaho.

too bored.

Saved the day

I miss you, when something really good happens, you’re the first one I want to share it with. Because I miss you when something is troubling me, you’re the only one who would’ve understand. Because I miss you, when I laugh and cry, you’re the only one who could make me laugh harder and make my tears disappear. I don’t know where we went and why we grew apart, but you should know, I miss you.

relationship

Hi.

i woke up early today, went for poa lesson. went service after that, after service went back to school. first time sylvia goh want to play bball, under the big hotttt sun. played awhile buay tahan. the heat, unbearable manzxz. sat at teh canteen, watched them play and do emaths at the same time. (Y)

went for shirley's shepherds meeting @ textile centre, new church building. jesus, myself and my sheep. accompanied the guys to dinner at Ps, they just love Dg too much la. i want to watch movie...

met sylvia and clement, slack for awhile then head home.

i pray that you will change your mind, get back again. it's really sad to see someone leave.

Graduation day.

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graduation day, best day ever, in zhss.

still remembered, 5 years ago(?) it's only the first day of school, i rang up sylvia although i only knew her as a 'pri sch mate', because i paiseh, scare go school alone. 5 years later, i go to school on the dot, at 7.25am, alone. k la, many times i was late. oh! i havent serve my detention! aiya, no need serve already :D

sec 1, act cool in school, dont really talk much, dont laugh, dont smile. sec 5, made a fool out of myself in school, talk a lot, laugh a lot, smile a lot.

five years in zhss, did foolish stuffs and regretted but i did meaningful stuffs there too right! for example being able to get into 1n1'06, 2N1'07, 3N1'08, 4N1'09 & 5N1'10. k la fine, zhss only has one Na class, we rocks.

i didnt tear during the ceremony, not even feeling sad. felt super happy manzxzx!

took photos with teachers, even the new pretty teachers! shuang. HAHA

Y 5N1'10

:D

Did my Art Sova paper yesterday. yesterday was also the first and last time i felt so nervous taking a Art paper, for the past years, i always thought Art is just drawing, dont need memorise anything. and in 5 hours, i memorised all the artists name. give myself a pat on the shoulder. thank god, what mr liong went through during that 5 hours of Art, all came out, as in 3 out of 4 questions i know what it's talking about. HURRAY MANZXZ! on the way back to school, tied
when it reached the three art periods today, i cheered like mad, FINALLY FREE PERIODS!

13 more days to O level. im revising, im revising. i need to move faster. aim high, aim high.

will definitely miss you. qian da face.

Da jia hao.

through you i can do anything! now my L1B4 = 28. when i get my result next year, it can be less than 20. YES, give me strength oh god! i want to glorify you.

Mug

5 more days to sova paper, 9 more days to graduation day, 19 more days to O level main.

nearer to exams, near to funfunfun.

we havent prepare a gift for our form teachers. (N)

wapiang, damn sian. nothing to post. i think i wont update here for awhile, until something happening happens. okokokok.

goodbye.

Alabaster jar

20 more days to O level, panic? a little. should 6 more days to Sova paper. change of plan, i dont want to depend on my art already, cannot make it, but of course give me a B for art i also shuang la. aiya, i should just study all, kiasu a bit.

today (N). had physics time practice in the morning, 3 periods of Sova then emaths time practice after school. went home str8 and slept. shiokshiok.

woke up, did some english situational writing. tried to do sova, dont understand a single shit, gonna find teacher after school tomorrow.

34 more days then i can play all i want. there's already plans, hahaha. sylvia (*hinthint). so nowwwww, STUDY! no pain no gain.

oh i remembered something funny happened in class today.
kelly:"dont touch my face! i put cream."
the guys:" what cream? whitening one uh?"
jiaquan:"aiya! fattening one la!"
LMAO.

giving every heartbeat for your glory. strengthen me during this period oh god. im gonna do it!

Open

almost late for school, thank god i reached just in time, punctual, just have to run one round. HAHA.

slept at 2am, felt so restless in school. after school str8 away chiong home sleep without taking my lunch. sleep = #01. wanted to wake up at 3pm then go find sylvia they all study, but you know, i always snooze my alarm, i snooze until the alarm never ring manzxz. 4+pm, dylan called, they asked me go down mac, keep calling and calling! want sleep also cannot. so i got up and met them. sorry sylvia, pangseh you all. no more next time.

studied at mac, revised for tmr's physics test. kick soccer, i didnt kick the ball until my toenail bleed, aaron ho continously kicked the ball at my leg, suay, hit the toe, bleed. accompanied them to venus, watched them play dota =.=.

met sylvia after that, chichatted, chill.

imperfect. impossible.

Living hope.

so sweet right. harnah, dont jealous.

huimin's birthday celebration and stayover at her place was awesome! moh thought she saw i hugged sylvia when we were sleeping, BUT I DIDNT! sylvia hugged herself la, dont know how she did that too. sylvia said i snored, yessssss! blocknose la, sorry la.

home sweet home in the afternoon.

celebrated grandma's bday with cousins, aunts and uncles. mahjong (Y). nap, did some maths after that. sad sia.

met sylvia, went to chill. talk talk talk talk talk and went home.

& i burnt my thumb.

i think i will get mine soon. it's just a matter of time.

KONGHUIMING! GOODLUCK FOR YOUR N LEVEL PAPERS. i dont mind being your slave during this N level period. this period only. i know you will see this, you're a stalker too. Y

Because, sometimes, there is no easy way out. Sometimes, the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship, there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself, knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keeping giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

Take me.

HI! am @ huimin's place now, first time staying over at her place, excited.

svc in the afternoon. met sylvia and clement at centrepoint @ 5+pm, bought balloons and card for huimin then went to her place. the prawn mee her grandma cook, really (Y). meatballzxz.

everybody left. gohhy, moh and i are staying over. cant meet. siannnnnnnnnn. gonna go home early tomorrow, celebrating grandma's and cousin's birthday. having buffet. shit.

going watch resident evil? already. oh yeah, partyyyyyyyy. :B

misu, goodnight.

Expectations

Y

finally fridayyyyy. hardcorezxz day.

suppose to have PE period in between the chem and physics periods. like 2 Chem, 1 Pe then 2 Physics. in the end, chemistry took over Pe, then we had 3 Chem and 2 Physics before recess. after recess, 2 POA and 1 emaths. shag. had chinese ssp str8 after school and i've only got 50 for chinese. win.

chiong homeeeee, chilled and had a nap. sports day after that. very funzxz, played bball. shiokshiok.

party tomorrow, yeah, im not coming home. :>

nonsense.