12.8.10

IM A LONER IN SCHOOL TODAY!

Hi Mc girl. want to see my today's post right. want to see whether i miss you or not right? awwww, yes i do. HAHA. ^^

yes, im a loner in school today, sylvia and huimin didnt go to school today, slacker! sick win already lor.

had detention after school, sat there for 40 minutes, do self-study, do physics worksheet and read up the social studies textbook. back home @ 3.30pm. had lifegroup, gabriel and eugene joined us. went to bhcc after lifegroup, played bball. after that went to the 1.50$ chicken rice shop, slacked slacked.

tomorrow is fridayyyyyyyyyy!! WOOHOO!

11.8.10

YAHWEH.

Hi sylvia, get well soon. dont get too hot, i might not be able to control myself. what sia, think until where, i mean i might not be able to control myself for caring more for youuuuu. lurb euuzxz arhzxz.

it's wednesday! first day of school for this week. shuang man, 2 more days to weekend. back to the art life, went for art after school, bought tub and make the printing stuff, prep boards and all.

met pearlyn, studied at mac. at first she like very serious. but after i said "kai xin jiu hao lor." then she went crazy man, keep laughing and say "kong say kai xin jiu hao." LOL. walked her to the mrt.

YYahweh.

10.8.10

Your love will never fail.


Hi, today no need go school (Y) thank god.
woke up by the drilling sound from downstairs, building of new lift.

sat infront of the comp, millionaire city, facebook, sow. 5pm went central n&b, while walking there saw neb's guys and nec's guys playing bball. had publicity meeting for upcoming shepherd's retreat, blessed. did a video, got problem uploading it.

went mac to find sylvia and moh, tried very hard to study, yes! i studied a bit of history, cold war. okay, im having cold war with my mom now.
moh:" wa i studied for 12 hours." sylvia and i went (Y), continue walking.
me:"WOW! i studied for 12 minutes!" then i went (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)~ ;>

i thank god for today. interact with unfamiliar ppl like alicia ho from nea. (Y)

yes, going back to school tomorrow. PI (II) is just 3 days away, outreach, outreach outreach! GOGOGO

your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness. you loved a people undeserving.

9.8.10

Beautiful life.

I Y singapore!

Hi! im back from the Nationday parade. teeheezxz.

we reached cityhall at 1+pm, while waiting for ms estee to reach, we went to xinwang taiwan for food. (Y). oreo milk tea naise. after ms estee reached, we walked to padang, reached there too early, stood at the entry for like 45 minutes, hot die. entered, goodies bag, under the hot sun, sunburnt. the aunty who sat beside me is really coolzxzx, she sheltered me from the hot sun, i fan her with cool air. unity uh unity. LOL. can see clement and shermaine clearly /*tikoface.

overall ndp live is awesome. better than andypee.

i really want to thank my sheep, Yyuxuan. was feeling really lousy this few days. during the ndp just now, i received a text from her, an affirmation from her. "your presence means everything to me" boostboostboost! :> i feel so blessed, blessed by people around me, cutie pies from god. im gonna be strong, i wont collapse.

i dreamt last night, machiam inception like that. i dreamt of something, woke up, text someone. then i forced myself back to sleep, i dreamt of that someone replied me, then i woke up to check my phone but there's no message.

and i think because this few days i feel like drinking. i dreamt that sylvia and i went drinking. vodka + greentea. we keep drinking and drinking. then we called clement to pay the bill for us. LOLTTM.

find someone better.



HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JEROME SEE!

8.8.10

Lies.


Hi sunday. i slept for 13 hours and im happy. i was awake at 9.30am, i heard the doraemon theme song played from the tv downstairs, "so early", i forced myself back to sleep and woke up next at 2.30pm. shiok to the max.

had brunch, bathed, slacked infront of the comp. met sylvia 4.30pm, went mac to do a bit of POA, Physics, English and Emaths. quite distracted. cant focus.

while walking home with sylvia, nothing to do, went to talk to the cat, but... obvious right, the cat ran away.

came home, something happened. felt really helpless, hopeless. so embarrassed, i called clement wanting to ask him something but i broke out. paiseh. thought of going for a run, wanted to go alone, but sister insisted that she want to tag along. thanks sister, love you very much. played bball with cheeli, junhong and yuxuan for awhile after that.

maybe that's a way to drift away.
Stop expecting change, he’s just a lost cause that you’re waiting on. Take a look around, you could have anyone. So leave undeserving him. via - i daryoutoclickthis.tumblr.

7.8.10

You're my freedom.


PI service was awesome. olivia and jingling joined us. grace too. challenge myself really to step out of my comfort zone to talk to them, i tired. really hope they enjoyed the performances and all. sorry for the harshness too. :>

played some games after lunch, i got the forfeit. this is the first time i feel excited doing forfeit. 'once upon a time' story. excited yes, but very paiseh. HAHA.

ctm after that.

met sylvia at amk, had dinner @ popeye. walked around hub then home. i feel like (B). sent sylvia home.

i love to walk home alone. that is when i can reflect on everything, a lot of thing. hmmm.

i'll save my smile for you.