23.3.10

The devil's schemes.

tired already. i tried so hard, but still i failed. it's my fault. im lousy.

ytd, first day of the term, almost late for school. i woke up at 6.15am, but after replying message, i went back to sleep again.

school was (N). because i slept at 3am the last night. tried very hard to keep myself awake.

after school, waited for the rain to get smaller, then went home. & nap.

woke up next at 7.30pm, received a message from sylvia, 'Nice one i cry sia, **zxz. sad.' so i asked why then she said she dont know how to say thru msg. so she went 'you want come out htht?' then i tell her go mac study. so we talked and studied/hmwk at the same time. did chinese and ss. janicia joined us. mac till almost 12am, walked janicia home, stand beside the road, talk talk and talk. i almost roll down the slope beside the mrt, funny die. continue to stand at janicia's house downstairs talk, till 1am, then walked sylvia home. i love sending ppl home, then walk home alone after that.



maid agent. LOL.
i dont know the way out of this mess, and if you would've seen me at my best, would it have changed anything at all? remember when times were better than this. my eyes are wide awake, i can see you clearly.
i am always willing to be loud enough for you to hear me.
i am still waiting for a sign or just a win-win situation.