My heart was cold. Cold, dead and ugly. I didn’t know what anything meant. I didn’t know who I was. I didn’t know what meaning and purpose my life had. Then You came, sweeping me off my feet, and You breathed new life into my heart. You showed me what it meant to have a real heart. A real Love alive in me. You sparked that fire within me; a Fire I’d never had, never known. Although I’d never known You, Your unfamiliarity brought me no discomfort. You brought me joy. You brought me peace, You brought me comfort, You brought me home. You made me realise that home was in Your infinite embrace, in the arms of my Beloved. You reignited the deepest passions within me, and instilled newer compassions. Your infinite knowledge, wisdom and power brings me hope, as I know You’ll keep teaching me, and I’ll keep trusting You. Abba, Father, what a Saviour You are. You made this sinful, dirty, abused person Your very own Beloved, and a daughter of Your very own; an Heiress to Your Kingdom. Selah. I am still. I will be patient. I am learning. And I will learn to love like You Love Your people. Like You love Your church. You are teaching my heart to break with what breaks Yours. I am Yours, evermore, in Love, forever Lord. Let Your Will be done, Father. Let Your people awaken, and change the world in Your name. Salt and light, as You have called, we shall be.
"sit at my right hand until i make your enemies a footstool for your feet."
