If this is what you want.

i dont know if i dont have enough sleep or if im stress, damnnnn, im sick again. sucky feeling.

that feeling, you care for her so much yet she doesnt care and just continue doing it. every time i think of it, i will feel damn sad, i tear. as if i've lost a friend. well, losing i guess. im losing you. i dont want to say too much, im afraid i will lose you like i lost G as my goodfriend.

note this, im sad. not emo.